I´m Obsessed

s 5 am and my mood is six feet under. Like for real, I don't know anyone who loves to wake up at this ungodly time just to

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off even more. I mean .. first of all, give me a second to wake up, second of all mind your own business, I'm not a Child anymore dude. . I love him, I really do, but sometimes he tre

ss up and quit the attitu

t the fuck does he think ? that I throw an

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" I mumbled, throwing my

my bed.. I sat there for about 5 minutes before I got up, grabbed

around my body and walked to the sink, brushed my teeth, spit out the toothpaste and rinsed my mouth. I brushed through my light brown hair, laid my brush down on the counter and put my hair

I feel sick but not like sneezing or coughing sick, I feel sick in the head. Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy. Since my stepdad left I've been having these bad night

s I heard Mason screaming o

we have to go " he

es, "Damn. Mas

ond but all I want to be is being alone right now. Even tho he is my brot

s eyebrows as

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ways late, you get in trouble if you don't gi

d as I walked past him and made

it me " I mumble. I walked down the stairs t

" he says as he fol

the door and feel him grab my wrist to stop me from leaving "Drive safe, do

use. I made my way to my car and slid into the driver's seat.

y fast. We always went to her House After School, to Day she saw my bruises and I had to tell h

mare started after he left, my mom married my abusive Stepfather and now here I am, questioning my existence every day. She didn't know anything about it before I turned 14, most of the time she wasn't even at home bec

my dad left me again, when I broke up with my girlfriend, to the time I struggled wi