Forbidden Desire

I took the ukulele out of its case and started strumming. Mabuti na lang at naipuslit ko ito kanina sa bahay without my sisters noticing. Because if so, the teasing would be never-ending. Kesyo ang emo ko raw kapag nag-iisa pero ang ingay naman kapag may kasama. Of course it should be that way. Kesa naman sa ang ingay ko kapag ako lang mag-isa. Edi nagmukha akong baliw.

I don't have a particular song in my mind but the moment I held my ukulele, my hands started playing a song like they have their own minds.

"Well you done done me and you bet I felt it

I tried to be chill but you're so hot I melted

I fell right through the cracks

And now I'm trying to get back"

It was like for a moment, I'm singing for someone. I don't have any particular person in mind. Wala naman. Di ko alam. Pero parang nasa paligid lang 'yong kinakantahan ko.

"Before the cool done run out

I'll be giving it my best-est

And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention

I reckon it's again my turn

To win some or learn some"

Nakangiti pa ako habang kumakanta. Parang baliw lang. But it feels nice. I'm alone in a world I created.

"But I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait, I'm yours"