--- "Shairah, listen to us. You need to get away from here. You're not safe!" "Lina, no... what about you? I won't leave you here." I couldn't help but sob out of extreme fear. I didn't know how we ended up in this situation where we needed to hide and escape. "Shairah, listen... if he catches you, it's over for us. You know you're his target." "I don't want that... What if he catches you? Lina, I don't want you to get involved." "Oh sh*t," we looked at Jaynard who was driving. "What happened?" Lina asked Jaynard, who was now hitting the steering wheel in frustration. "Damn it, there's a checkpoint." "Turn, then." "Let's ask the police for help!" I suggested. "He's influential. If we report him to the police, it's like surrendering to him," Jaynard's response worried me even more. What are we going to do now? Where can we ask for help!? Lina and I screamed as Jaynard suddenly turned and sped off in another direction. "D*mn it! I feel like he has eyes everywhere. He's tracking us," Jaynard cursed. "Shairah, give me your bag." My hands trembled as I handed him my shoulder bag. "Wh-why?" She opened the window and threw my bag outside. "Lina, why did you do that!?" "There might be a tracker attached to your bag or phone," she replied, looking at my necklace. "Take off your necklace." Without hesitation, I removed the necklace and handed it to her. Just like my bag, she threw it outside. Memories of happy times with him flashed in my mind. The man I loved and trusted so much. I love him, but I'm scared of him now. After a while, Jaynard suddenly turned again. "Lina..." he called out to the trembling person next to me. I looked in the direction Lina was staring at and almost held my breath when I saw armed men blocking our way. My whole body trembled, and I held onto Lina. "Jaynard, turn back-- damn." We looked back and saw three cars approaching. "D*mn it!!!" Jaynard swore. "Shairah, whatever happens, don't go with him," Lina said, about to open the door before I stopped her. "Lina, are you going crazy!? Don't open that. Don't!!" I sobbed in fear. "Lina, if you go out, I'll go with you," Jaynard unbuckled his seatbelt and prepared to exit. "Shairah, whatever happens, don't get out of this car. Lock the door. After ten minutes, Hexia will arrive with his whole gang to help you escape." I shook my head and tightly held her hand. "I don't want to... Please don't go out, I don't want to lose my sister. Aren't we siblings now?" She nodded, then gently removed my hand from hers. "Just trust me." "LINA!! JAYNARD!!" They finally got out of the car. As per Lina's instructions, I locked the door and positioned myself by the window to watch them. I saw Lux getting out of one of the cars and walking towards Lina. I couldn't hear what they were saying, so I just watched their every move. "Lina, Jaynard, please come back..." I kept praying repeatedly. My eyes widened as I saw Lux forcibly pulling Lina and Jaynard into a van. Lina's words faded from my mind, and I opened the door. "SHAIRAH, GO BACK INSIDE!!!" Jaynard shouted. I screamed as Jaynard suddenly fell and grabbed his stomach in pain. "Jaynard!!" Lina screamed as she struggled. I looked at the man who did that, now staring at me. "Mine, come with me. Let's go home." I trembled as I shook my head. "L-Lux, please don't hurt them. Enough." "Shairah, get in----" "Lina!!! Lux, please don't hurt them!!!" I sobbed as I watched Lina being slapped by one of his men. "As you wish, baby... Now come here and hug me because I'm starting to lose my sanity." I don't know how we ended up like this. I don't know if I'll regret loving him because of what I'm witnessing now. It doesn't feel like love anymore, just fear.
Chapter 1 Part 1
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His body collapsed heavily on top of me while his face was buried in my neck. "I love you," I heard him whisper.
My legs trembled, and it felt like my strength had left me, but despite gasping for breath, I managed to push his arm away.
"Why do you always do this to me, huh? You always exhaust me," I complained weakly, which he just chuckled at.
He lifted his head, and my heart started racing again when I saw a satisfied smile on his face.
"You'll find out eventually," he replied, and a gleam passed through his eyes, making me swallow nervously.
He suddenly turned me around, causing me to panic.
"Lux, what are you doing?"
I felt his lips on my back before he whispered in my ear, "Your back looks so f***ing sexy, Mine... Let's make love again."
Luxer is insatiable, so we did it again. We made love again and again until I begged him to stop, and now we ended up in a warm bathtub. I just leaned against Lux's chest as usual, with his arms around me, enjoying the sensation of the water.
At this point, I could really say that I've fallen deeply for him. I've grown accustomed to his presence, so I'm afraid that one day he might get tired of me and leave me.
I smiled bitterly while thinking about those things.
"Mine... you've been quiet for a while. Care to share what's on your mind?" he asked softly, planting a kiss on the side of my forehead.
"It's nothing... I'm just thinking about what the outcome of our relationship will be. Things are happening too fast," I cleared my throat. "Our relationship might also end quickly."
I moved away from leaning on his chest and faced him. He furrowed his brow while looking at me.
Lux is important in my life, I admit that. I don't want the day to come when he does what Geo did to me. When the day comes that he no longer wants me, I want him to tell me because I will let him go immediately and I won't be angry with him, as long as he doesn't deceive me behind my back because my heart won't be able to handle that.
"Lux, if you no longer want me, just tell me, okay? I won't be mad," I told him, holding his cheeks. "Just tell me so I can prepare myself."
I just felt my tears fall, causing me to bow my head and wipe them away. It feels so heavy. Just thinking about us breaking up hurts so much.
I could feel Lux's hand on my cheek so I glanced and lifted my gaze. My chest was so strong that our eyes closed.
"Why would I fvcking do that if I'm CR-Zy inlove with you ..." he said and pulled me closer to him. We both had no body in the body so I couldn't help but think of our position today inside the bathtub.
"Mine I'm CR-Zy, but I'm not T*so just to let you go. If only you knew how much I had done I could get it." He huskily whispered before he wrapped his arms around my waist that makes me nervous.
"I can get*when you lose me."
My whole body stilled and couldn't move after what he said. Our faces were just facing so I could see how the sides of her lips gradually increase.
"I love you so much Shairah and I will marry you so stop thinking those nonsense things ..." he posed for a moment and claimed my lips.
"I'm going to lose everything I have now." He huskily whispered.
I used to feel scared now that he was slowly melting out of what he was saying.
This is how Lux has affected me.
I tried to open my mouth to say something but I can't. I felt like I was losing my tongue because I couldn't speak.
I moved and hugged her. I lost my mind that we had no one. I leaned against his chest again but this time I was facing him.
"Fvck mine ... I'm h0rny again."
I laughed and slapped his chest at any time.
"Stop Lux. Let me get emoted here first." I rebuke it here. I heard him chuckled before he caressing my back.
"Luxer don't you*lay!"
"You're mine right?" Suddenly it asked. I smiled and left the lean on his chest and faced him.
"No." I replied.
It felt like his hand went down and he suddenly squeezed the reason for me to tickle. "Lux what the heck !! Haahaha."
"You're mine right? C'mon baby answer me."
"What the heck hahaha but we can answer if you look at me!"
"Then answer me." It stopped tickling from me but he clung to the hub*D if he was body. "You're mine right?"
"Yes Lux I'm yours." I replied with a wide smile. "Then make love to me."
I laughed and sailed. "That's not the case."
Again he tilted me. The whole bathroom filled with my laugh and giggles eventually stopped it.
We kissed and cuddle inside the bathtub while listing to his favorite song 'Mine by Bazzi' sometimes he even helped it just for a land!
The land! Really a guy !!
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