Let Down

have to go through bef

Bey

enobia

clothes deciding what to wear. I didn't have much

annoyed I couldn't find anything to wear. Grabbing my pho

ing to wear, hav

. Not even thirty seconds passed before I heard the Facebo

wered prepar

wear? Just throw on anything, who are

l at least want to

ct if you came with so

lled my eyes. I just knew she wasn't going to let t

es or shoes but I only noticed it when it was time to go somewhere. I threw my

k and white converses. I looked out hoping my mother wasn't t

I sat down at the bench where an lady along with her child sat talking to each othe

s pass and walking towards the middle looking out the window.

tton still sitting until the bus stopped moving. I said

I laughed rolling my eyes. It was impossible to be in a b

ithout even trying sis." She

in?" I asked sitting on

fifty shades darker then maybe the b

h is the

ke twelve d

two fifty to get home after

have it then you will always have it. You're my

led still havin

the way. How I look? Ch

ur vest and suede knee high boots. She let the pins go in her hair as the c

rfect." I smiled

handed me a black and white PINK wi

" I asked puttin

." She winked at me as w

ight walking behind me as her heels clacked on the wood. The lyft was waitin

The lyft man asked looki

We said in u

. He turned on the radio letting the ads play as

t the blame on you. Fool me three times, fuck the peace sign

alling me to see she was

blame on you. Fool me three times, fuck the peace signs, load the

ghed looking at the

smiled as the song switched and we

t know how to ask if you're okay." We bo

ience. Last night, I got high as expec

e drive in. It was semi packed with cars and some pe

sked as we looked fo

tting it down next to a couple w

." Lee rolled her

t." I smirked as sh

once the movie started everything grew silent. I wa

t, you want something?" Lee whisp

." I went in my pocket ha

hat you wan

matter which o

rig

getting worked up. I leaned back never taking my eyes off the sc

mbled pushing it

said making me jump and qu

looking around for Lee with my h

she didn't want to have you starving and

r out." I rolled my ey

e held out his hand as

e a rose with dark shading. I was still looking at the tattoo, in love with the artwork.

he was glowing. His waves were making me sea sick the longer I looked, his teeth showed that he never missed his six month checkup. He

tly in my eyes making me

ob

name but you could tell me y

eople." I moved my

ked with amusement in his eyes

ticing him wearing the latest Jordan's.

making me look u

's too perfect, I thought as I

ng his lips "What?

ooking at the screen as Chri

ime I looked at him he would be on his phone. Once the movie went off, I

d your brother are?" I asked fo

he car." I nodded throwing my trash in t

t him do him beginning to follow him. I ate my twizzlers in silence watchi

ou?" I asked maki

, y

1

l in high

last year. When'

me look up at him. "Yeah yeah I

February 14th

approached an all white Mercedes-Benz. I gawked at the

She waved in my face as I

t my face not liking

king to you."

" He spoke gi

Seffy." I smiled knowing he hate that na

urant but if you tired and wanna g

id obviously not wa

lit then."

passenger seat with Lee behind me. He made sure I was in my

es?" He asked after a

uh

mu

to rap. All I do is listen to music

song, you gon know

I smirked cha

" He asked with amus

if she all talk

he was typing but looked up and smirked then went back to typing making me

to play some gangster tr

u said a

en I'm without you, I'm something weak. You got me begging, I'm on my kne

you come and put it dow

ughed cutting him off

f remarked laughing just as Zep

. As we walked in, I looked around seeing the nice decor. The restaurant gave o

me here often?" I aske

s." Yusef answered shrugging as

giving them hugs then putting h

ids and a touch of makeup on, I liked the box braids on her. I un

, it's a rude ass habit

shrugged walkin

Zeph sat across from me as Yusef resided next to him. I

ed looking at Zephyr as h

er boobs were damn near spilling out her shirt and her body was to die for. Just

Zephyr asked loo

d my eyes looking

rder?" Lee asked as I sh

ng looks

e lamb, it's real

"If it didn't come from a pig, c

ke you to this popping ass Jamaican spot, they

ding what I wanted. Zeph furrowed his eyebrows and open

ome visit y'all favorite auntie." She sm

for too long." Yusef stood up to

ntical smile but his was actually rea

e asked looking at us with t

led reaching to

She shook

smiled at us with her country ass accent before looking at her nephews.

e and I smile

own thoughts. Zephyr excused his self from the table and two minutes later the girl with the big boobs went in the same di

o me as I logged onto my Snapchat watching my own videos

his hands together. I looked at him in disgust eating my bake

r offered making me

is t

lamb

't wan

f you don't like i

k so I can take a piece but I cut a piece with my fork instead. I

asked with a smile a

d, not bad at all." I laug

." Zephyr laughed putting

bled cutting a pie

ting new people." Z

ent or question?"

bit of bot

talkative one out of us, I don't

k before you and you like staying

a detective." I sarcastically re

starts acting funny toward

ng man swore he was psychic. He licked his

hing to me."

then

ck off with and two of her friends stood

is

smile knowing she couldn'

Redd?" Sef spoke returning

nne's, had to stop by before we went

"Sis." I called out making Lee look up as she posed and stuck her tongue

date?" The girl Redd aske

aking me shake my head, I knew it coul

Cassie rolling her eyes. I did a slight chuckle then contin

etty, isn'

d over at me making me put my he

, she a little younger tha

" Zeph cut her off st

is arm up and down. "We're going to be late, by

, that I'm falling in love with. Once my plate was almost clear S

dd

nation, I don't know you t

r my chair, staring directly into my eyes as I

d the first thing that slippe

njoy my food here

cially this baked

to take home, you should try the

good." I damn

h cobbler or

." I laughed. "I w

en." He cut me off flag

his mentality and how he thought, most of his responses would have my heart beating fa

back interrupting our conversation, I was go

ed my eyes noticing Sef d

Zeph asked just as

n't care, I'm bout t

?" Zeph asked feeling on his

ea

ve to get no Lyft I'll take

with Lee. She looked pissed off like she wanted to beat s

ys in his hand. He guided us to a red Toyota Corolla open

." We said

car?" I

gotta come back

following the directions to Lee house. Since she was up

f a brother did to you." Zeph spoke

. "Thank you for the ride thoug

roble

take care of my sister Zeph." She poin

stopped at a red light he turned to look at me then at his phone

you live

fifteen minute

tonight?" He asked afte

ghed making him laugh. "Just kidd

off guard. "You said it yourself, you enjoyed to

y tongue or not, my mouth betraying my thoughts q

hirty minutes in again?" I spoke shaking

face up looking at me n

mumble nor

you said again, when did

more than lying?. You know what you did." I rol

playing, I don't know

dn't basically eye fuck that girl with the

I know he knew what I was talking about. I grew aggra

going to magically fall in love. I have no right quest

ave everythi

miled getting out the car as he parked g

alked up the stairs and rung the doorbell waiting for my mom to

My mom asked o

t." I

suggest you do the same, you

" I mumbled walk

exhausted. I had a long day and all I want to