HIM ALL ALONG

arly shrink to death in the tub, my bottom hurts like hell and I was only able to manage a min

bt if I could ever forget it and as I do not want to think about it anymore, I lay quietly on my bed praying to be taken by sleep. The knock on my door interrup

intrusion, and hearing a knock, I knew it can only be Granny and I can't keep her out tonight. In as much as the door is un

u never knocked".....I recurred and made my

never

was a first. He never locked my door after him. His sta

s said and I stared at him in suspense. "Si

od

ran

nge that you lied to

ite our differences. I knew James sensed I was lying the whole time, but I thought he will play dumb and let me come to

n 24 hours, I began to act strange. I want to keep this story to myself but I kno

tell Mum and Dad, so I believed you down there like everyone

I guess I don't have to keep this to myself as I planned. We have sh

s kid

bus stop?"....Sitting b

y

k.

ot sure if the 'ok' is

he detail

I've to find the exa

on't want to tell me, I will give you time, only time, I won't

about himself. He'd said he is too lazy to write in a diary that it is easy having me as his diary and I

But James in the years has shown that a deep part of him can bottle up a

ase him to lighten up the atmosphere a

ndicating he is not leaving my room anytime soon. His f

im for a long time

ot r

!, Je

, I.

d to te

o.

alerted....they ha

s, I

them, Dad will make

m. I need to get him to understand wha

confessed and there

es' eyelashes fl

but it's supposed to hurt y

and kept moping at

gentle. I know I am not making sense but pl

re sen

to say that James i

w, I a

k, what do you want me to s

ad or Mum first, the

eve you. A vi

feel like

nds me ridiculous at this moment.

cting my sh

t sh

h a guy."

eg? oh goodness! You are not just se

t, doesn't t

eve this. I a

om. He is angry with me, he is try

. He looked at me for a while and

e you no

....answere

e...He shuffled his blond hair back. James is yet to settl

el so to me Ja

nderstand

know. I moaned out of pleasure, James. It felt good at some

Will, you weren't ready for it. Whether

't see it

You are

ines me as such. Even James who is only sixteen

lder doesn't m

mn

es I

eg!, Just sa

oom again and I did nothing but watch and we

d more calmly and I hugged my

s is o

oy who enjo

ittle relaxed. "You are something, Greg. I don't know how

fr

I don't

f me at the mention of a doctor. How foolis

erent hospital, down

I need

for a good one

you,

rry for the p

k on his face and I coul

my room. Can y

ess I

you in th

night

" He

nd turned at the door as

not we

closed the d

ad I to