Chinonye
Chinonye's Books(2)
Diary of a Cheat
Romance "Dave? You are my date? Oh tell me this is a prank" I said shocked to see him.
"You look beautiful" He complimented staring at me.
"What with everyone and ignoring my questions? I just asked you something, am I getting an answer or not?"
"I'm your date"
"How?why?"
"Is something wrong with me? What I wore? Or?"
"Don't tell me you are on a dating site" I said staring at him.
"I'm not, Hannah called and asked me to help change your mood so I'm here" Dave said smiling.
"I should have known she had something to do with this. So that's why she refused to tell me who my date was" I concluded staring at him.
"I guess so. I'm here to make you happy and forget about your pains"
"Dave, that's very nice of you but I'm not going to have dinner with you"
"And why is that?"
"It's simple, I am happy away from men"
"So you are a lesbian now?" He tried joking.
"I'm serious, good night" I said about to go back inside when Dave held me back.
"It's just one night Gina, It won't hurt letting go sometimes"
"I'm not that that girl you want me to be, I love being in my own company away from people as far as possible especially men"
"I see. I want to have dinner with you; it's not a must it's at a restaurant just being in your company is all I ask"
"I wish I can give it to you but..."
"Enough buts Gina, you are coming to have dinner with me"
"You aren't going to force me to"
"Who says I won't?"
"What!"
He came close and lifted me and then took me to his house.
"This is kidnap Dave"
"If you weren't being stubborn I wouldn't have resort to this"
"I have my reasons for restraining" I said and he placed me down.
"Being married doesn't prevent you from having dinner with me"
"It's not that"
"Then why are you avoiding me?"
"It's me"
"You?"
"Yes.." I replied drifting backwards. He came close till my hands were on his chest.
"I think it's best I leave" I said about to leave but he held me back.
"You can't keep running away from me"
"Dave, I'm married"
"I know but I can't help it. I try not to but I just can't stop wanting you. I want you Gina"
He lifted up my Chin and kissed me passionately.
Why am I not drifting?
I'm married.This is crazy!
I pushed him away and walked away.
"Dave" I called and came back and returned the kiss.
As I kissed him, I recalled everything Jenny said about her and Zack's sex experiences.
"As Zack ever made you feel like a real woman just as he makes me feel? The way he holds me and caresses me, the way he kisses me and never wants to let go..." Her words hurting me deeply.
Lost in thoughts I didn't know when I unbuttoned Dave's shirt. I knew this was Lust but right now I didn't care, Zack's and my relationship had broken already so why should I build it? Why should I be the one to fight for our relationship? Why should I be the only one hurt?
"Are you sure you want this?" Dave asked staring at me.
"Do I look like I'm don't?" I asked him and pulled off my dress leaving just my underwear.
He stared at me and came close, kissing me all over. This is Lust!. No! I can't do this!
I said and pushed him away.I held my dress and ran into his kitchen where I dressed.
Shame thanks to my pure stupidity and lust enveloped me and I couldn't bring myself to say anything, I just walked out.
"You are fast? Let me guess you ended the date?"
"Hannah I'm no better than Zack" I said hugging her. Crying was my only resort to try and forget how stupid I let myself be.
I jeopardized my dignity just because I was upset at Zack and because I lusted after Dave. How would I be able to bring myself to lift my head up proud that I was a married woman when I couldn't even control myself around another man.
