kensuson
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Silent confessions
Romance "Calista!" Nix called out to me.
"What? Is there a problem?" I felt the tension in his eyes.
"You're not going to jail anymore, Caliee. The accident proved everything!" He shouted, embracing me and kissing my forehead.
I couldn't help but slowly start to cry.
"It's okay, Caliee, I told you that you're innocent."
"T-thank you, Nix."
I checked all my social media accounts and found both negative and positive comments at the same time.
This is the reality that I can't avoid haters in the online world.
Many are on my side, many are on Caleb's, as if we're fighting our own beliefs.
I sat down on the couch, feeling incredibly happy and anxious at the same time. I know Caleb won't give up on me.
"Calista!" I heard someone call my name outside the hotel door.
"Come out!" they shouted, banging on the door.
When I opened it, the heavily intoxicated Caleb greeted me, "C-Caleb?" I asked.
Many were holding him back, but he was struggling, "L-let go, bro."
He looked at me as if scrutinizing my entire being. "Fine! Let out your anger on me, what else do you want? Everything's been proven... It was all an accident!"
As the guards left, he entered my room, slowly approaching me until I leaned against the wall. His eyes were filled with rage and hatred, as if he could kill me at any moment.
"W-what do you--"
I couldn't speak anymore as he punched the wall next to me.
“Why, Calista? Why did you take away the woman I love?" He shouted at me while continuing to cry.
"W-what do you want!" I shouted back, pushing him away.
He threw my belongings, hitting my foot, causing me to stumble. "D-damn it, what!"
I held my injured foot, looking straight at him, observing his angry face.
I took a deep breath and spoke again, "What do you want to make you quiet? My body? Money? Wealth! That's all I have! If you want me to bring back your fiancée..."
"I'm not God! Do you understand? If I could bring her back, I would've done it already, I regret it every day, every hour."
I want this to end, I'm so tired. I can't take it anymore. I straightened my head bravely. I uttered the words I knew I would regret.
"If I have sex with you, will you forgive me?" I bravely asked, tears slowly streaming down my cheeks.
He stared at my entire body, unable to even look into my eyes. "I will never forgive you," he replied weakly and hoarsely.
"Why? It wasn't intentional, it was all an accident! It's not my fault that your fiancée died, I lost my brakes, how many times do I have to tell you that I-I'm not at fault!"
"It's your fault! because damn you, why? Calista? why did you kill my fiancée!"
A loud shout stunned me. It's not my fault, it's not my fault, it's an accident, I didn't mean to kill anyone, I didn't have brakes that day!
"Why don't you just give up? Why do you still fight for your beliefs, even though both of us know that it's really you! f*ck you! Calista."
I took a deep breath and looked at his face.
"W-will you have sex with me! After that, my debt to you will be paid, can we do that, prosecutor Villanueva?" I bravely asked again.
He stared at me, unresponsive. "Stop," he shouted loudly.
"Why? Don't you want to? So I can pay you back! You'll disgrace me! Take away my dignity! Because it's my fault! Because I'm a b*tch! Because this is what you want, to feel every day that something is being taken from me! That I'm being robbed! But you don't want money, you want me to regret it every day, so here it is."
He approached me and kissed me, my tears flowing as he kissed me, while he undressed me, I was sobbing softly, he continued kissing me, from my ears down to my neck, he observed my entire body.
He slowly laid me down, slowly removing my clothes, as he did, I closed my eyes. He continued to explore my body, from my thighs to even the deepest parts of my femininity.
DESCRIPTION:
"Caleb Wyven Villanueva" is a prosecutor who is willing to do everything for his loved one, recognizing nothing, but what is in accordance with the law. But what if one day this man wakes up that the woman he loves is already de@d?
Will he fight for her? Or will he just let go? Painful desire
Romance "Leave me alone, Shantal!" ash said annoyed to me.
He's my husband, actually I'm probably the only one who calls him husband because he never once considered me his wife.
And his family just forced him to marry me, so he followed it against his will.
I smiled at myself in front of the mirror and wiped my tears.
I know that he didn't love me, because he still hopes that his ex girlfriend or let's say ex fiance will come back to him.
Our scene at the mansion is always fighting, sometimes he ignores me like I'm just wind by his side.
And most of all we have different rooms, I laughed at what I thought because the other couple had only one room but we didn't.
"Let's eat ma'am" I heard the knock in my room."yes manang" I said.
I stood up and went downstairs and saw my husband done with his meal and ready to go.
"Are you going to leave?" I asked, he just looked at me and left, not even an answer.
I ate quietly by myself and just ignored it.
After I ate, I decided to go to mom's mansion, but I was just outside the gate when I felt weak and I could barely handle what I saw.
I saw ashton leaning in his car while kissing with someone.
__________ My possessive boyfriend
Billionaires In a desperate bid for freedom from a hellish existence, Wendy flees through the darkness, her heart pounding with terror. But as she runs, gunshots ring out, and she realizes her escape is cursed. With tears streaming down her face, she stumbles and falls, tasting the bitter soil of her torment. Hiding in the shadows, she hears the chilling voice of her tormentor, a man who has taken everything from her. Suddenly discovered, Wendy finds herself trapped, her pleas falling on deaf ears as she faces the darkness once again. As the night closes in around her, she knows there is no escape from the lion who claims her as his own, determined to possess her at any cost. After
Romance "TODAY is our fourth anniversary. Then... T-Then... Are you just playing with me? Tell me, Jai. Do you really love me?" I asked him while I was crying.
It feels like my chest is being stabbed with a sharp blade and it seems non-stop, so I feel more pain in my heart.
"I love you, Miamor. I love you, so much, baby..."
"But you can leave me just like that and marry your best friend?! Or are you just lying? That you don't really love me and that Jillian is exactly who you want to be with and not me!" I screamed and my tears started falling down my cheeks.
My chest is just getting tighter and it seems I'm having trouble breathing again. Feels like a big hand is squeezing my heart.
"I love you, Miamor but I want to help Jillian. She needs--"
"You don't love me, Jai! I never felt that love! You give it to others and not to me! So, you can hurt me like this! You are only doing this because of your best friend! So, that you and Jillian can be free!" I said, it's roaring.
He just shook his head at me and I could see tears also falling from his eyes and he even bit his lower lip. His fist was tight so his veins came out there.
"I'm sorry..." What he said made me even more sad.
Four years. We've been in a relationship for 4 years and I admit to myself, I never felt the love he says. Cause he always thinks of Jillian.
I knew that girl had a space in his heart, because otherwise... If he really loves me he will choose me, and he will leave Jillian, not me...
"I regret giving myself to you. I regret knowing you and wasting my time just to love you. What a coward you are!"
"SENATOR Ferrara?" It seems like I woke up from a deep slumber of my past when I heard my secretary's voice and a faint shaking on my shoulder.
I sat down and fixed my glasses. I was still breathing before I turned my back on her.
"Are we here yet?" I asked, no emotion and she just nodded at me.
We just got back from Manila because I had an urgent meeting in Singapore with Dad but he came back here earlier.
The door on my side opened and I unbuckled my seatbelt and slowly got out of the car.
As usual, we are visiting the patients who were victims of the fire last week.
Well, it's in my heart to help my fellow Filipino, but the citizens won't believe because they will say that we are just showing off. Who wouldn't, if you're in the world of politics?
De Cervantes Hospital, I know the owner of this hospital. A close friend. I shrugged when I remembered my referring friend.
I have five bodyguards with me and my secretary Red Michigan. Others bring relief goods.
The ward of the fire victims is on the second floor so, we took the elevator. I took off my glasses and gave this to my secretary.
The elevator opened, a sign that we are already on the second floor. I was about ready to go out when I saw a doctor standing across from me. It's like he's waiting for the elevator to open too.
The guy is tall and has a big body. He is slightly bent over while reading what is on the paper he is holding right now. One hand was stuck in his pants pocket.
He was wearing glasses too. But his build is familiar to me. I just don't know why my heart reacted so fast.
I got out of the elevator completely and accidentally broke his shoulder.
"Damn it," I heard him curse and my eyebrows just rose up. I rolled my eyes.
For the second time around, I got pulled over again when I stepped on something.
I took it and checked the ID. Only to make my heart beat faster when I read the name of the owner.
Dr. Jaickel San Amero. Neurologist Doctor.
I faced him, "This is yours?" I asked him with no emotion written on my face.
He stopped and looked at me. I can't see him in shock because he has no emotion either.
I stepped closer to him and he didn't even avoid my gaze. I don't know if he recognizes me yet or not.
"You drop this, Dr. American," I casually said and handed him his ID. He quickly snatched it from me without interrupting staring at me.
No word I turned my back on him then walked straight on.
After so fvcking years... Our paths crossed again, Jai. What a luck.
I'm Miamor Ferrara, I'm Senator and medicine inventor. That man is my ex-boyfriend. The world is really small for us. I smirked I am just his wife
Romance “LUCAS!” I happily called my husband when I saw him outside the small house. He just stood there.
I opened the door of my car and hurriedly got out and ran to where he was.
My tears flowed quickly and the heaviness in my chest suddenly disappeared when I saw him after two years of his absence.
"Lucas..." I cried, saying his name and hugging him tightly. I could feel his stony face and I knew he was surprised by what I did.
"I-I miss you so much, Lucas... I've been looking for you for so long... I thought... I-I thought I'd never see you again..." I told him crying and I buried my face in his chest. My tears fell one after the other.
He has been missing for two years after the accident happened to him and we have not been able to find him.
Most people said that he might be dead, even though we didn't see his body. It was raining heavily at that time. The ship they were on sank and we spent several years looking for him. I never got tired of looking for him because I knew...he was alive.
My husband is alive... He promised that he would never leave me. He promised that we would be together forever.
That's why I felt so much pain when we lost him and fortunately his friends helped and we found him in a distant province. Even though it was dark, I still came out.
I miss Lucas so much that I couldn't wait any longer. I traveled alone to this place.
I just cry on his chest but I feel like he doesn't move. But I didn't pay attention to that and I hugged her tighter.
"B-Let's go back, Lucas... Let's go back to Manila... S-I missed you so much... I love you... M-I love you so much..." I said and he started moving . I thought he was going to hug me back but I was wrong.
He slowly released my hands that were hugging his body and retreated slightly.
“L-Lucas?” I said his name in confusion.
Why is he walking away and why?
"Bythesea..." he said my name. I nodded tearfully.
"Y-Yes, it's me... It's me, Lucas... I'm Bythesea..." I said.
“Only a few of my memories came back but...”
According to my private investigator, Lucas developed amnesia due to his head injury. That's why he didn't come back to us right away because he forgot about us.
It was painful for me that my husband would forget me, but it all disappeared when I saw him again. I was so happy and the iron-like thing attached to my neck disappeared so I can breathe well.
"U-Let's go home, Lucas..." I said and held his hand. I felt something cold on his finger.
I looked down at it and I thought at first it was our wedding ring but I was wrong...
This is no longer her ring... I stopped crying for a moment and my lips parted. I looked at him again...
"Lucas..."
"Franko, dear?" I froze when I heard a woman's voice and she approached my husband. He hugged his arm and he didn't notice me yet.
"Franko, it's foggy here. You might get sick... Come inside, my love...”
My chest felt numb at what I heard and I looked confusedly at Lucas who was no longer looking at me. But with the beautiful woman... There is a sparkle in her eyes... That I only see every time she looks at me. Why do I see that in others? I cried... It was like I felt a little jealousy.
"Come on, Franko..."
"Just a moment, dear..." I suddenly felt soft... My knee immediately shook.
What... What's dear? Who is he? Who is this girl? B-Why...
"W-Who are they?"
"Who are you?" instead of answering him I just returned his question. "Who are you?" I repeat my question.
"My name is Nenina. Franko is my husband. M-Do you need anything?" My eyes quickly searched for an evidence if what they were saying was true.
It was like something like a knife went into my chest when I saw the partner of the ring that my husband was wearing...
“L-Lucas...”
"Franko... His name is Franko..." the woman corrected me and I shook my head. I started crying again. I can't even wipe my cheeks anymore.
“Lucas... W-What is this?” It took a long time before he answered me...
"I'm married to Nenina, Bythesea... Sorry..." I clutched my chest. I was deafened by what I heard and felt like the world stopped spinning. My heart stopped beating for a moment until it started beating faster.
"Lucas..."
I can't accept... How...is he already married to someone else? W-We are married... He is my husband... Lucas is my husband... Yesterday's Loved
Romance "I can't stay still, walking back and forth. If only someone was with me now, I know their eyes would hurt watching me. I've been waiting for him since earlier, but he took so long to come.
Feeling tired, I sat on the couch, but I stood up immediately as the front door opened, and he walked in. He's finally home.
"Where have you been?" I asked my husband as he arrived late. Yes, I've been waiting for him.
It's already 2:03 in the morning, and he just decided to come home now. Nothing new in his actions. I even get home earlier than him – from work, while he comes from his school.
No emotion showed on his face, and he just continued walking without responding to me.
"Lazel Hyrroz," I sternly uttered his name. I followed him into his room.
He unbuttoned his uniform after casually dropping his backpack on the bed.
"I'm tired. Don't bother me now," he said coldly, avoiding eye contact.
"That's why I'm asking why you're only coming home now and where you've been at this hour," I questioned him firmly.
He took off his white polo, leaving only his undershirt.
"You know? You have a lot of roles in my life," he sarcastically remarked, facing me. His face remained emotionless, and the way he looked at me seemed indifferent. "You're not just a mother, sister, or brother. Now, your role is a strict father who waited for his son who didn't come home last night but decided to show up now," he added, grinning.
"You've grown up, Lazel Hyrroz. Even if you're no longer under your parents' care, remember that there's still someone who cares about you," I stated.
"You? Do you care about me? I'm just your husband on paper, and I never asked you to worry about me. I told you from the beginning not to interfere, and I'll do the same to you," he said sternly. That's just how he is – hard-hearted and indifferent to me or my feelings.
"Lazel Hyrroz..."
"If you have nothing else to say, leave, Lola," he insultingly called me Lola this time. I sighed, acknowledging his disrespectful behavior. I turned away as he removed his white undershirt. "You've seen my body. So, why are you still avoiding me? I know you liked what we did last night, didn't you? You took advantage of me while I was drunk," he insinuated, and those words felt like a slap.
My chest tightened violently. "Before you sleep, take a bath or wash your body. If you haven't eaten, just heat the food that I cooked earlier," I said, hearing his mocking laugh and the creaking of the bed as a sign that he sat down.
"Yes, Manang," he said mockingly, using another insult this time. I closed his room door gently, pausing for a moment before leaning against it. Tears threatened to spill, weighing heavily on my chest. Is this the reason he came home so late? Because in over a year, something happened between us only once? We were both drunk, and I can't remember anything about that night.
I questioned myself. How long will we be like this, Lazel Hyrroz?
***
When I wake up every morning, my uniform is neatly prepared on the sofa bed, and my black shoes are polished.
In the kitchen, there's food ready, with a sticky note on the fridge. I took it and read the neat handwriting. Despite that, I still dislike it.
"Don't forget to eat your breakfast before you go to school, Lazel Hyrroz."
-Calysta
After reading it, I crumpled the paper and threw it in the trash bin. I opened the fridge, grabbed a cold water bottle, and finished its contents.
I glanced at the prepared breakfast on the table, but as usual, I left it untouched. I entered the university with an empty stomach, but it's okay; Hanemira usually shares her food with me. That's where I usually have my breakfast.
"You didn't have breakfast again, huh?" I just smiled at her question and slowly smiled. Simultaneously, she held my hand, handing me a spoon. She also had my lunch box. "I still cooked it." Her cooking wasn't the best, but I appreciated it because she's the girl I like.
***
When I got home, I expected to find her in the living room, busy with her laptop, drinking coffee.
"You didn't eat your breakfast again. You didn't even touch them," she greeted me. I raised the corner of my lips. I've memorized those words since she always says them to me.
"Who told you to cook my breakfast?" I asked, hearing her sigh again.
Honestly, I don't feel anything for her. I don't like her, and I will never love a woman ten years older than me.
We only got married because she's wealthier than my family, and our company needed her. That's the only reason I endure living in this cramped house. That's what I feel.
I ignored her and went upstairs, but before that, I stopped to ask her about this. "For you, what is love?"
She furrowed her brows, confused by my question. "Why are you asking me that?" she asked back.
"I just want to know your opinion. What does love mean to you?" I asked, genuinely interested in her perspective on love.
"Love ruins a person's life." I raised an eyebrow at her statement. How does it r Instrumental love
Romance I was holding my heart when I felt the pain again. My breathing increased because I thought I was going to run out of air in my chest.
"Engineer Mergus, Ms. is feeling really bad. Ann," I heard my secretary say from outside my room. Is he here again?
"Where is she? I want to talk to her.”
I slowly got up and leaned on the headboard of my bed. I closed my eyes tightly because my stomach hurt more. I took a deep breath and wiped the sweat from my forehead, I was still sweating even though it was cold inside.
"Engineer Mergus..." The door opened loudly and I just waited for him to enter.
"May Ann..." he uttered my name emphatically and I looked up at him.
"What are you doing here?" I asked him coldly.
Instead of answering me, he asked me, "How much do you hate your brother?"
"What do you mean?"
"Your sister is in the hospital and she needs a donor. You know your sister is sick and she was rushed to the hospital but you still stay here as if nothing happened? You are so angry with your sister and you didn't even go to see her?!” he shouted at me. I only felt worse because of the way he showed my anger.
"Engineer Mergus..." I signaled Ruthy to go out first. He hesitated because he knew my situation. He did nothing but follow me.
"Go to the hospital right now and save your sister, May Ann!" he shouted at me again. My jaw dropped. He is forcing me to go to the hospital just to save the girl he loves? And my brother?
Even though I am hurt by what he showed me today, I will not follow him and I will not go to the hospital just to be a donor for my younger brother.
"I don't want to," I said emphatically and his jaw tightened. He stepped closer to me and I bravely met his cold eyes.
"What do you want? Do I still have to kneel in front of you just, so you can come with me to the hospital now and save Arveliah?” he asked.
I wanted to smile at what he said. Is he really ready to kneel to me so that I agree to what he wants?
“I am only human, Engineer Mergus. I'm not God so I can save my brother," I said without emotion.
"It's just you... Your brother's only hope is you. Only you can save him. Your blood is compatible so you can also be his bone marrow donor... Help him... Put aside your jealousy and anger towards him... I'm the one begging you..." he pleaded and he did what he wanted to happen.
Without a doubt he knelt down in front of me so I felt a pain in my chest. They are right, you will do anything even if your pride is stepped on. You don't care as long as the issue is the safety of the person you love.
But even if I love him... Even if I love Mergus, I will not follow him. I will not give him what he wants.
"No. I'm not mad at my sister and that's not the reason,” I said weakly and held my womb.
"May Ann..."
"I can be his donor because once... I donated blood to him once when we were young but... But I can't help him right now. I'm sorry..." I said and avoided looking at him.
"That's how you are... what a selfish person... You're a liar, that your anger is not the reason why you don't want to save Arveliah. You want her gone... You want her to never...get better... It's because of me, isn't it?” he asked me mockingly and I looked back at him.
"No. No one wants to lose their only sister, Engineer. But now...I can't help her. You will not be blessed by me," I promised and he stood up from his kneeling position.
"Save Arveliah... That's what I'm asking you... I'll do... I'll do everything you want... If it's my heart in exchange, I'll give it..."
"I thought too... I thought I got that from you. But I was wrong. If it's not really for me, if it's not meant for me, just don't. We'll still suffer in the end and be hurt more... We can't force something that's not for me, that wasn't given to the two of us...”
I thought I had won his heart because I could feel his gradual fall. It started with him taking care of me and appreciating me but... I only experienced that temporarily.
"Of all the people in this world... You... you are the only one I know who is so selfish and doesn't care about people, even if they are close to you. You..." It's okay to be selfish, because of the two most important people to me, I'll choose the one who I know won't leave me in the end. That I know...he can love me as much as I love him.
I will not sacrifice him just because the man I love and my brother want. I will stand up for my selfishness.
"I'll ask you, Engineer... If two people... both are important to you... You would choose one of them, similar to our situation... Who would you choose? The first person you loved, appreciated and gave color to your dark world or the second person that you yourself are the reason why he came to this world and gave him life?" I asked him meaningfully which stopped him. He couldn't speak immediately and just crossed his eyebrows.
I thought he wasn't going to answer anymore but...what he answered hurt my heart so much.
"The person I first met and appreciated is still heavier, The forgotten wife
Romance JHED's POV
"YOU didn't remember your name, little kitten?" the man with hazel eyes asked me that. I was lying on the bed and he was leaning on me so I could clearly see his beautiful features. His face is also close to mine.
He had a square face that fit his undercut hair with a mix blonde and black color. His beautiful hazel eyes are so cold and blank. His long pointy nose, and his naturally reddish lips that are partly a bit. He's such a beautiful man but he doesn't have any facial expression, an emotionless guy.
However, I can still feel my heart beating fast and his dark aura still gives me shivers.
"Answer me, kitten," he complained that his voice was cold as ice but very husky.
I close my eyes when I feel his gentle caressing my cheek. I feel an electric voltage coming from his hot palm.
I was flattered when I remembered something. He is... This guy looks like...
"Xenus..." I uttered his name and for the first time, I could read his emotions, shocked.
"How about your name, hmm?" he asked me again. I shook my head because I can't even remember my name. How come that I forgot the most important things in my life? My name...and a blank memories... “You are Cashren Jhed Lindbergh, the beloved wife of Xenus Maicodel Levanna-Lindbergh. My kitten, you just woke up today after the comatose state. Welcome home, love,” he whispered as he sealed me with a kiss.
But he's fake... He told me that we are married. That we both got married because we love each other. I trusted too much because I believed that he was my husband even though I only remember a few things about him.
But as the days pass and the year draws to a close, I gradually remember my past that he intended not to remind me of. He just used me...he just made me a...judgment...
He also made me believe that he loved me very much but that was not the truth for the past four years. He's been in love with someone else and that's what I can't accept too much.
He lied to me...
I gave my trust and myself to him because I thought he was real but he wasn't. When I woke up from comatose, and after my therapy... She got me pregnant right away. We gave birth to twins but while he was missing from the mansion, he went to see his woman and that woman was legally adaptive to my children.
Xenus meant it, because he was a heartless.
I fell to the floor because I felt intense pain in my senses again. I've been suffering from my migraine but he didn't even know my situation.
"Jhed!" I was relieved when I heard his voice and I immediately felt his presence enveloping me.
He grabbed my arm but I quickly struggled. "Don't touch me!" I hissed him.
"What... What happened?" he asked me worriedly. Even though I really see that I will not affect him anymore. “My love...”
“Stop calling me that, Lindbergh. I'm not your love. It's Margaret," I said emphatically and he cupped my face. I hit his shoulder only for him to let me go.
"Jhed, you're my love... I love you," he said and firmly kissed my senses but I hit his chest.
“Stop! I don't want... A-I don't want to be with you anymore because I'm not you... You're not my real wife! I will still be back. I will return to where I came from...”
"You... You're going to leave me, us?" How about them, our kids, Jhed?” he asked me.
“Even if I wanted to include them...you know that's not possible! Because I am not their legal mother, even though I am the twins' biological mother! You are so... You are so heartless, Lindbergh... That's why stop pretending that you cared for me!”
"That's not true, love..."
"I'm leaving. You will take care of them. After all...the girl you love is already there," I said calmly and gathered all my strength to push her away from me.
I stood up and walked towards the door. I can't be with the man who cheated on me anymore, no matter how much I love him, it's still irrelevant. He hurt me too much.
"You're not going somewhere, my kitten," he said coldly and I was even more shocked when he quickly faced me. He effortlessly slung me over his shoulder and threw me on our bed.
I was about to get up but he quickly passed me. My eyes widened when he tore my dress and planted a firm kiss on my lips, covering my left breast with one of his palms.
My tears immediately flowed because of what I thought he would do to me. “Stop it... Stop doing this, Xenus!” I shouted and tried to move my face away from him. He ignored me. He quickly removed his necktie and tied it around both of my wrists, which were above my head.
"My love... You can't go... You can't leave me like this... You know that I'm in love with you... You are mine... Mine, alone... I'm the only one...I'm the only one you should know as your husband..." he said coldly but there was tenderness in it. There is still tenderness in his voice.
What he told me today was true but I tried to ignore it. "This is... Stop it, Xenus..." I warned him.
He separated both my legs and because he had given me his full weight I could not move anymore. I do abandoned wife
Romance "When will I be back, Jov? Govan and I are already at the airport. Why... Why did you change your mind? Do you want to leave me here?" I asked my husband from the other line.
I looked at our son whom I am carrying now. This is the day I've been waiting for. The day we'll return to the Philippines, and I've tried convincing Joavani several times to bring us back.
I was so happy when he told me that. That we can finally go home with our child. But he called because he wanted... Only Govan, only Govan to go back, not me.
"Just follow what I said, Gotchelle... Govan will come home first. Don't worry, I'll still set a schedule for when you'll come back," he said, and I let out a sigh.
"I've waited for this day for months, Jov..." I said, and tears welled up immediately. My chest tightened, and it felt hard to breathe.
"Please... When I choose a day to bring you home, I'll be the one to pick you up, Gotchelle..."
"Why are you doing this to me, Joavani? I thought... I thought everything was over for you? After you... had our child undergo a DNA test and found out that you... you're really his Dad and not someone else--"
"We're only talking now, Gotchelle. So don't let us fight because of that. Yes, all that is no longer with me. I understand, and I know the truth. Just please, follow me," he pleaded. I sighed again and caressed my son's face.
"Don't you wonder, Joavani? Why I only sent you the DNA test results of our child? Why until now you still don't know what Govan looks like?" I asked with a smile, and tears started to fall. My chest tightened, and I felt the pain.
"Gotchelle..."
"He's just like you, exactly like you, Joavani. No doubt... he's your son. That's why I didn't send you his photos because I want... I want you to meet him as your son without any doubts... Jov... Okay, I'll follow what you said. Just... just take good care of our child while... while I'm not here, okay? I love him so much, Jov. I love our child so much," I said and kissed Govan's head wholeheartedly before handing him over to his babysitter.
"Gotchelle?"
"When they arrive, call me immediately, Joavani. Go on..." I said and ended the call.
"Ma'am, are you sure you won't come with us?" my son's babysitter asked with concern. I shook my head.
"I hurt my husband so much before, and I didn't appreciate him just because... I wanted someone else. But he's not hard to love, so I'll follow what he wants. His orders for me. Just please, take care of my child, okay?" I said, and she nodded.
Govan extended his hand as if he didn't want me to go, and when I held it, he gripped it tightly.
"Mam-ma..."
"See you when I see you, my son. Mommy loves you, always," I said with teary eyes as they started walking away, and it felt like a heavy stone was pressing on my chest.
My tears fell like rain due to the continuous dripping. I waved to him even though he tried to look away and was already crying.
This is what Joavani wants, what my husband wants, so I'll follow. I still hope that someday I'll leave this country, but it didn't happen.
Because when he called me and said he would pick me up, I refused.
How will I go back home? How will I face him when... I'm useless? Because when I was about to go home from the airport, I didn't expect that an accident was waiting for me, causing me to become disabled.
I can't walk anymore, so if I go home to my family, I'll just be a burden to them. So, I chose to stay here... for several years. Yes, it lasted that long.
I often tell Joavani that I'll come home next month, but it just passes without me fulfilling it. Because I deliberately avoid continuing...
He won't need a wife in a wheelchair anymore. My Billionare's secret affair
Billionaires I'M AT my new friend Jaelly's house today and I'm sitting on the couch. She left me for a while to get a snack. But there's someone who pulled my skirt. I didn't notice it at first but it kept dragging so I've got it upside down.
My eyes widened when I saw her. A little girl who is so pretty, curly hair and greasy eyelashes. Then her eyes were gray, innocent and pure. Her nose is pointed, her cheeks and lips are all red.
“Oh, hello. You're such a beautiful kid!” I said astonishingly and out of excitement I picked her up to sit her on my lap. I kissed her on the cheek and hugged her tightly.
I felt his head leaning against my chest. She smells so good. I untied to see her reaction and what a cutie! His eyes are closed and it seems he is immediately comfortable with me.
“Oh, Dad!” he shouted suddenly and pulled my sleeves again. Her lips, she pointed somewhere. "Dada... Hmm, up Dada," she said.
"Are you looking for your Dada? Let's go then," I said and picked him up. I saw the sparkle in his eyes and he smiled sweetly at me.
“Mommy?”
“Oh, little cutie. I'm not your Mom," I said and she snorted.
"Okay..." So obedient. He was not a demanding child and did not even cry.
"Are you Jaelly's younger brother? What's your name, sweetie?” I asked her but she didn't reply.
When we finally got to the stairs, he let me down so that's what I did. He grabbed my two fingers and pulled me again.
I chuckled softly and just let him go. He pointed to the door.
"Open," he said. Her voice is naturally soft and gentle.
I opened it because he wanted me to do it and I just laughed softly because he pulled me in too.
His small hands were pointing at something again, accompanied by his snoring, so I followed that with my eyes.
My heart beat even faster when I saw a man lying on a big bed. It doesn't have a top, it's like it's shivering in the cold?
The girl got on the bed, I was supporting her so she wouldn't fall and enter the man's blanket. I was worried about what it would do.
"Dada... Dada..." the girl called softly.
"H-Hon... G-Get out, please... M-My fever is Dada... C-Call your Tita Ly," he said softly, his voice also hoarse but still snuggled up to her side the child. He hugged her left arm and leg. He even kissed her cheek. "Hon..."
"Dada, wake up... Mommy is here..." she whispered and glanced at me.
Eh? I'm not his Mommy. He just brought me here.
Wait... Dada? Is this man her father? Aunt Ly? So, are they father and son? But who is this man then? Jaelly's older brother?
“Hon... Go... C-Call your Aunt Ly...”
"Mommy is here, Dada... She's here!" he insisted and beckoned to me as if he wanted me to come to him.
A-I don't want to! He's just a kid! Even though he's cute, I don't want to follow him because his daddy is the one in bed. Maybe his Mommy will catch me here and wonder why I'm here.
"Uhm..." I walked towards the door hoping to leave but he suddenly shouted.
"Mommy!"
"I'm not your Mom!" I also shouted back at him so the man woke up completely.
My eyes widened when I saw his stony body. Because he did get up. He looked at me without emotion. My heartbeat suddenly accelerated when our eyes met.
"Who are you?" he asked, his voice cold as ice.
"It's my Mommy, Dada... Mommy, come here..." I shook my head.
"I-I'm not your Mom..." I said but before I could turn the doorknob, my hair stood on end when someone hugged me from behind.
My eyes widened when he suddenly picked me up. I was so shocked that I couldn't even protest. I only realized one thing. I was lying on the bed and he hugged me tightly and the child was still very happy.
God! What the hell?! Why is he acting so fast?! Is he a vampire?! 
