BATTLING FOR HIS MATE

"Don't you have the intention to reconcile with your mate" my wolf, Brownie asked and I pretended not to hear her.

"Are you listening?" she asked, and I know she won't let me have a rest.

"I'm listening, Brownie," I said, walking into the woods in search of food.

"Give an answer to the question" she said and I rolled my eyes.

"I don't have a mate!!" I said and she growled inside of me.

"What about Zack, Selen?" She said calling me Selen, had been something I tried to correct but she won't listen. Later on, I got fond of it, calling me that.

"I don't know who is bearing Zack" I whooped and she got bitter about my utterance.

"You don't know our mate, Selen" she said.

"Fine ! I don't want to talk about him" I said walking faster into the woods.

"But I need him!" she said and I stopped my fast paces.

"Really! Brownie!"

"You care about yourself not me, right?" I asked.

"I wanna feel his scent once more" she said and I understand her pains also. Not getting laid with your mate is not something very nice because she felt some pain.

" Brownie," I called warmly.

"I understand your pain also" I calmed, stepping on a wood.

"I also need him also* I said and she squealed.

"But not anymore * I blurted out immediately and she frowned.

"What do you mean?" she asked.

"We don't need one in our life anymore" I said and she smirked.

"Well, I need one," She shouted, rolling her eyes, making my body vibrate.

"Calm down" I whispered and she stood up roaming about in my system and sat down back angrily.

"We are banned from the kingdom, don't you remember?" I asked and she cooed.

"Let's find a way or get yourself injured, he would feel the pain" she said and I know she's desperate to see her mate by all cost.

Getting my mate's attention could be used by hurting myself and he would feel it but I don't need him anymore.

"I can hear you very clearly" she said and I forgot to disconnect the link, she would be listening.

"Brownie, You are getting more stubborn this day" I said and she scoffed.

"You will be curtained" I warned...

I need one, I wanna get laid" she muttered again and I backbited a laugh and she got more pissed.

"You're gonna get laid" I said.

"Really!" she squealed and I laughed.

"You get laid by someone else " I said and she hissed.

"No-No-noooooo" she screamed.

"I don't wanna get laid anymore," she said.

"Why? You don't wanna get laid anymore" I asked! and she nodded her head negatively.

"Why the Rejection?" I asked.

"I'm not yet healed with the one you did, five years ago just because of revenge" she stated.

"I'm the one feeling the pain, not you" she said and I laughed.

I remembered what happened in the last five years and my countenance changes.

*** FIVE YEARS AGO ***

"I want to be free" Brownie , my wolf muttered and I thought about why she say that?

*What do you mean, Brownie?" I called. I've been calling her brownie, because she is brown in colour which I love so much.

I just turned 18 last month, I had my first shift and it was so painful. My father said if my mate was here with me, it would have been less painful but I have none.

I have not been free to search for me or even know who it was. Maybe a Wolf or human.

Not minding whether it is a wolf or human, all I need is just to see him.

The Differences between a human and werewolf is just because we change into a wolf and we are full blooded animals.

Can I say we are animals or people!

"You don't have to worry Brownie, we're gonna be free very soon" I said in my head.

My mate would be very sure to protect me and the wolf. I felt very Vulnerable about those words.

"I hope so!" she said. I saw her rolling her eyes, she inherited my attitude.

I sat down on the placement at the front of our house picking my nails, feeling bored already and I wondered what type of day it is.

I was still thinking when I felt the presence of my elder brother. He is the one representing the Delta family. Since my father steps down, he was inaugurated as the next Delta of the family and the pack.

Welcome Brother!" I greeted and bowed, standing up to his level. I hate to admit that he's my brother. Our Father has stated it to bow and respect him wherever I meet him.

*Get dressed, and let's move" he said and I wondered why he said so.

"Why the change of cloth?" I asked and he looked at me, eyeing his two eyes on me.

"You are going for a personal training with me since you're not permitted to the general one" he said and I squealed.

"Wow!" I shouted and he smiled sheepishly.

"Will you move or I get going?" he said and I ran into the house for my training kit.

"Mig, where are you?" I asked to look around but I couldn't find him.

"Over here ",he shouted, waving his two hands.

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We moved into the woods and he stopped walking and I did the same also. He eyed him and I don't understand what he meant.

"Take off your clothes " he said and I opened my eyes widely.

"What do you mean?" I asked and he smirked.

"Don't prove stubborn, you're my younger sister, I can't hurt you" he said.

"Or do you have extra clothes when you shift into your wolf form?" he asked and then I understood what he was saying.

My clothes will get torn when I get into my wolf form and I will have to walk home naked.

I have no choice but to remove my clothes in front of him. I felt shy when removing it and he laughed.

"Get into your wolf form'" he ordered and I had no choice but to turn to a brown wolf.

"Kill that Rabbit at the end of the shore" he said pointing to the river.

"Be careful because it might run away"

Slow and steady, don't let it suspect you're coming" he said and I walked towards the river gently.

After what took like some minutes, I finally got it and pulled it over to my side and tore it into two.

Blood gushing out of it and sipping it and it tastes so delicious which I can't resist.

"Stop Selena!" Mig called moving to my side and removed the dead meat from my mouth.

I changed back into my human form and I felt bitter about it.

"Why do you do that?" I asked.

"Brownie ! She's angry" I muttered.

"You have the authority to stop and control her" he said.

"If you continue like this, your wolf will get wild and that would be bad for you" he explained.

"Thanks bro" I wanted to hug him but was restricted.

"You're ..."He paused, pointing to my naked body and I ran to pick my clothes.

"I want to inform you that..." he paused and I moved away from the tree.

"What!?" I asked.

"I asked father to give you some freedom," he said and I looked anxious.

"Hmm-Hmm" I hummed.

"And he granted you the request.." he said and I cut him off by shouting.

"But there would be some curfew" he said and I nodded.

"Brownie" I called, turning on the bond between us.

"What!"

"I have good news for you, " I said.

"We're gonna be free," I said. and she wagged her tail happily.

"AT LAST, FREEDOM BROWNIE* I said jumping up and down.

"Hold on !" I called my brother and ran after him.