The life of the eunuch

Chapter one

Ten years of fighting in the arena of life, studying, working, building a house, choosing his life partner, all of this ended because of a dispute over a bottle of wine that led him from a reputable architect to the depths of suffering. Jesse is a young man in the beginning of his marriage who has lost his manhood On the morning of the second day of his marriage, Jesse the man who has lost his manhood throws on the floor in front of his door and screams inside. Pain, calling his wife to save him, put his hands on his testicles, unable to move, his eyes almost popped out of their place, his screams could be heard by everyone living in the neighborhood.

From the severity of the pain he felt, he was certain that he would die, the pain controlled all over his body, he could not breathe, he felt that he was suffocating, he wanted to vomit, he wished to live because he did not want his life to end at this point, his wife Selina came out rushing, "What happened, why are you screaming?"

His face was red, and his blood vessels were visible all over his face. When his wife saw him in this state, she froze in place, then he looked at her out of the corner of his eye, saying in a voice that she could hardly hear well: "I am going to die, call an ambulance."

Although she did not hear him, she entered quickly, calling the ambulance, not realizing what happened to him. She was struck by fear and panic. She could not speak on the phone in an intelligible way. "Please help me, I will... help me... my husband... my husband is lying... in front of the door." She could not. Continuing her words at the same pace, she lost control of herself and started crying while talking on the phone, "Help...help..please help me." Some of the neighbors came out of their homes to see the source of the screaming. They felt that Jesse's sight was so pathetic that some of them had tears in his eyes.

"Oh my God, what happened?"

"Jesse, what happened to you?"

"You should be with your wife.... You have very bad luck."

Jesse couldn't hear them very well. The pain took over all over his body

After 10 minutes in the hospital, "Quickly put him in intensive care," Jesse opens his eye before the painkiller takes effect. The first thing I see is the bright room light. He can hardly open his eyes properly.

He couldn't hear clearly the room was full of doctors and nurses

_"He opened his eyes"

_"Now what do we do?"

_"He likes to wait a minute for the analgesic to take effect."

_" Does he have any relatives abroad?"

"Now he closed his eyes and let's start."

His wife, Selina, had already contacted her old neighbor, Mrs. Henry, whom Jesse regarded as his mother

An hour passed, and no doctor or nurse came out of the intensive care room at that time. Mrs. Henry was trying to reassure his wife, saying, "Do not be afraid, my daughter, by God's permission, your husband will come out healthy. You must believe in God, who is salvation."

Selena replied, laying her head on her neighbor's shoulder crying, "Why of all women am I the only one who is not allowed to feel happy? Today is the second day of marriage, while I should be at home with my husband. I am in the hospital, afraid to hear the news of his death."

_"I didn't tell you don't be afraid everything will be fine"

Another half hour passed, then the doctor came out of the room. When the door opened, Selena felt her heart coming out of its place. She did not want to hear that he was dead. She promised herself to fast for God if her husband was alive. The doctor's facial features were pathetic.

Selena collapsed at the doctor's feet, begging Jesse to be okay. "Tell me what happened. Is Jesse okay?"

The doctor said, "He has passed the danger stage for several days and will be able to walk."

"Mrs. Henry, walk? Tell us what happened to him. My nerves are about to break."

_ Doctor: "First I have to ask you what happened to him?"

_ Selena: "My husband and I were sitting, then he heard the sound of a car. He went out to see, telling me I will go to see the electricity. After 10 minutes, I heard the sound of his screaming. I went out to see him."

Doctor: "Your husband was severely beaten on his testicles. I regret to say that we had to remove his testicles. I am sorry, but your husband is no longer able to have children or have sexual relations. The beating he received almost killed him. Why were you late in helping him?" "

The news that Selena heard led her to lose consciousness, collapsed on the ground, and all her dreams as a woman were shattered after Jesse pulled her out of the bottom of hell, dreaming of being a family and living like people. Her simple dream has evaporated.

_ Mrs. Henry: "Selina, my daughter... wake up.. Selina... wake up, my daughter."

Selina fell into a coma for a whole day. After she got out of the coma, Mrs. Henry told her that Jesse regained consciousness and that he was recovering, but for some reason she did not want to see him, saying: "I do not know why I do not have a desire to see him now.. The best solution is that I will wait for him at home until he recovers. This is a better option، for me and him"

"Are you sure, my daughter?"

_" Yes, I am sure. Thank you for standing by our side. You were for us, or should I forget this for you?"

_"What do you say about me, my children, my friends, and my brothers?"

A week after the scheduled date for his discharge from the hospital, after Jesse recovered, he was shy of the doctors and nurses' looks at him, given that he is currently a castrated man. Jesse heard footsteps coming into his room and put his head on the pillow to appear to be asleep.

_ "It's good that he's asleep.. Katrina, you idiot, can you hear me? He's sleeping.. Let's sterilize the place and get out before she wakes up."

"Oh, that poor patient."

"Oh, yes, he's the eunuch."

_"Really?... His sight burns the heart.. Indeed, the world is unjust."

_"Everything is in the hands of fate... Is it fair for a man in the prime of his youth who has all this beauty and manly looks to be unable to approach women?"

"If he hadn't been castrated, I would have dated him."

_"Haha, you idiot. He is already married. On the second day of his marriage, he lost his manhood."

_" My God, what bad luck his wife had. If I were in her place, I would have had a stroke."

_"It is not bad luck for his wife, but he is not satisfied with licking her ass yet and has not..."

In the midst of the nurses talking about Jesse, the doctor enters and interrupts their conversation, saying: "Won't you give up this bad habit?"

Jesse had heard all their talk about him. He was so saddened by the painful realization of his life.

After an hour, after the doctors told him that he could leave the hospital, at first he felt strange about the way he walked. He went out of the hospital door and sat on the ground because of the severity of his fatigue. Jesse walks forward, walks, then walks. This is all he did. He headed towards his house with great fear. For him, walking required great trouble. He felt ashamed of his strange way of walking because of the accident. When he saw someone behind him, he stopped and made him walk in front of him so that he would not see how he was walking. While Jesse approached From his house, he was most afraid of his wife's looks at him. He stood in front of the door for 5 minutes. His mind was controlled by the doctor's words, which were like a thunderbolt to him:

_"Jessie, I'm sorry for saying this.. First of all, you should know that happiness in life has many forms and types, including satisfying sexual desires.. I mean you understand what I mean... Not being able to have sex does not make you a disabled person. This is a natural thing that should be You know that this is your destiny."

Jesse opened the door and entered to be surprised by his wife's bags in front of the door. He entered quietly and sat on the floor waiting for her to leave the room. After 5 minutes, his wife came out with another bag. She was surprised to see him and smiled lightly.

_" Thank God for your safety "

_"Thank you...thank you...so do you want to go somewhere?"

_"Somewhere?! I thought you knew what would happen when you were in the hospital... Jessie, I'm sorry.. You must realize that our relationship cannot continue in any way."

_"I am aware of this thing, but are you satisfied with what you are doing? Do you see what you are doing as a good thing?"

_"It's not a good thing and if I stay I'm insulting myself what I have to do I'm doing"

Jesse rose to his feet and held Selena's hand and said in a soft voice: "Selena, I love you... I mean, you shouldn't get away from me.. I can't live without you... You are the air I breathe that I shouldn't..."

Selena couldn't control her tears. She looked at him and said, "Damn, what nonsense are you saying. Are you aware of what's going on? Do you know exactly what I said.. Jessie, you..."

_"It doesn't matter, you should know that I love you and I won't..."

Selena lost control of herself and pushed Jesse back angrily: "You damned, you are insulting yourself... What kind of damned love are you talking about? How will you express your love? What is the use of love when you are in this state?"

_"Are you saying how I will express my love?.. In the end, you are just a prostitute looking for someone to fill your damned vagina.. Damn you, I wish..."

"Shut up, you bastard. I was walking with you because I felt so sorry for you. Do you understand what I mean?"

_ "You are Selena.. you insulted me. You insulted my dignity. Is this a reward for my virtue.. What a whore.. Fuck you.. Why don't you admit that you are just a whore looking for a rod that satisfies you?"

_"You don't need a penis, you need a penis."

_"I don't need a penis, you need a penis."

Tears began to flow from Jesse's eyes without a will, unaware of what was happening to him. He began to speak and confuse, but Selina could not understand what he was saying.

_"Jessie, listen to me... I'm sorry, I didn't mean that.. The topic and what is in it is that you provoked me. Please don't cry. You're burning my heart."

Jesse sat on the ground crying with the burning of his tears, refusing to stop. Selena could not control herself. She started crying when she saw him sitting on the ground. Selena approached him quietly and hugged him on her chest, hugging him tightly, saying in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, this thing is not in my control, everything that happened with us Destiny is behind him.. Jesse, I love you so much, you should know that being away from you burns my heart from the inside, and you should know that if I stay with you, I will humiliate what is left of me. I am thankful to you for everything you have done for me, you are the best person I have known

After half an hour, Selena left, leaving behind a young man with a broken heart, a young man exhausted by grief, unable to move, a young man whose tears almost dried up everything he said after the departure of the love of his life and his dear wife. For my sin, did you not have to take anything from me other than my manhood?