This story its about being a human. About winning,and losing it all.
The weather gets cold. Its September. The leaves are falling,the sky its gray. But beautiful,otherworldy.
I braid my hair,then I have to go to school.
My first day of being in highschool.
I decided...to do nothing about it. I know people out there don't really like me.
Dad said to be here in 5 minutes,he has work to do. Its not like I want to go with him anyways,but what can a girl do now...
Its a 1 hour drive,so I decided to listen to "Did you know that there's a tunnel under Ocean Blvd",by Lana del Rey. I love her. For me,she is the mother I never had.
My dad gave me 10 dollars and said bye. I wish it was a hug,instead of money.Oh,to have someone close to you...might feel good. But there was no time for doing this to myself,so I decided to buy some ciggarets. The only thing that keeps me sane.
As I walk trough the door,I can feel the smell. It was his scent. But he was nowhere. He was....well,gone. Found another girl,and left me crying on the phone. It was a cruel summer.
I bought my ciggars,then I could see his girl at the coffee machine. She seems off. God,I hope that dic*head loves her. He didn't care about me,but atleast I hope he cares about her. Only If he knew she was the other chick back then.
I lit up my cigg as I let the smoke "heal"me.
Feels good
Back to the days of my bad reputation. Atleast,maybe,I can fix it.
Chapter 1 Tobacco
23/07/2023