Low Self Esteem

How could you do this to me? Even when I wasn’t okay with the THING we had, I still stuck with you. Everyone spoke against our relationship but I didn’t listen, you have made me lose my friends because you are so jealous and don’t want to see me happy with someone else.

I thought you liked me that was why I accepted you into my life. You came into my life unannounced, yet I welcomed you and made you comfortable, gave you a place to stay with no hindrance. Why don’t you let me live my life?

Everyone that loves me and wants to be with me have to contend with you first and it’s so unpleasant. You seem like a coward and even more because you don’t show your face, all you do is make me feel you. Show yourself, let me see you. Or do you like me up to the point of wanting a relationship with me? Or are you obsessed with me? You even have it to the point where you creep in and out just anytime you. Did I hand over my remote control to you? What have i done to deserve this? I love the way you make me feel atimes when I get out of trouble due to your help but I also hate how you make people think I’m a weakling. There are times when you feel comforting and your hands so soothing but I don’t want you anymore.

I want to mingle with friends without thinking of what you will do at that point. I love you but I just have to let go of you, I’m sure there is someone better than me out there. Gracias!!!