The path of loneliness

People always say that listening to what elderly says is wisdom. I listen to what people say all the time,thinking it’s best for me but i was wrong. I had a friend once who i cherished and loved in any circumstances.We are buds sharing everything,doing everything together as friends.My friend and I lived a life of a cat and mouse.My friend had this habit of telling me what to do but as a good friend i always y and do as she said.She will get things for me,make me happy.

I started looking at her like a mother.One a foggy morning i went to school early she came late I met her coming up the staircase and ran to hug her but instead she kissed me then i wonder why. I later found it hard to follow up with my friends orders.NoSince that day marked the beginning of a new girl in my friend and then I always have to obey her but i don’t know why. I wonder to myself but i had no answer. Then i realize i was putting effort to keep her maybe because of the things she does for me. I realized my aim was to please her. I needed help with this. I asked my teacher about what to.My teacher response was not enough though I felt like she was using me but to her she wasn’t. I tried doing same to her but it didn’t work out. I ask her about something else she will not understand or agree to help but it was fine by me.She was my friend and don’t want anything to come in our way. I never knew i was abusing my teenage life