Your Love Is Gone

Chapter 1

Jackie's Pov

I am currently walking on the pathway, not far from me I see my ex who is with Her new one, my ex bestfriend which is, Celine Montenegro.

Walking happily towards their department, I was also going to my department.

I also felt pain when I saw them happy. But I can't do anything If He really loves Celine.

I'm just going to accept it, He loves someone else that's not me, It's painful to think because He made it last longer, He loves someone else, but I can handle it alone, I'll be the mother and father of my future child.

I'll admit it's hard but for the sake of my son, I can handle it with Isa. I didn't realize that my tears were falling, while I was walking towards my room.

When I got to my room, I heard the noise of my classmates, when I entered I immediately saw my friends talking.

"Hi," I greeted them.

"Jackie, we've been waiting for you for a while." Laiza de Guzman, one of my best friends, openly promised me that she is approachable, caring, generous, just don't abuse her goodness, you might regret it.

" Yes." according to Carlo Santos, Carly sa Gabi, he's gay and handsome, I don't know why he became gay, He's also one of my best friends, he became a man when he saw his friends being oppressed.

"Hey, let our friend sit down, that's already singing." scolded by Marco Villafuerte. His handsome man, rich, kind, protective best friend.

"Right." According to Shania Corpuz, she looks modest but when you bully her, you'll see what you're looking for, with a good heart.

"Come here," Elisa said to me. At the same time, he tapped the seat next to him that was vacant. She's one of my friends who's willing to help you, without returning.

So I sat next to Him.

I still haven't told them I'm pregnant. But I'm just looking for time to tell them, I know they'll really attack my ex.

While I was deep in thought, I didn't realize that my friends were talking to me.

"Hey, why are you so stupid there like to leave." Laiza promised me.

" Nothing, just thinking about something." my answer.

"It's deep, it's hard to reach." joke Ni Elisa promised me.

"What are you thinking, you are serious." Shania said.

" Nothing." I only promise.

"What's wrong," Marco.

"Yes, you have nothing, but I can see the reaction on your face." Carlo.

" Do you have a problem?." Laiza asked me.

"Care to share." Shania.

I couldn't stop my tears from falling.

"Hey, why are you crying?" They told me with concern.

Elisa hugged me again, because she was the only one close to me.

The other friend is in front of us.

"I know you have a problem, explain to us later, then Marco and I will confess something to you.' Shania spoke to us.

Marco and Shania are in a relationship, they have been dating for a long time.

I also noticed something strange about Shania, lately, she eats a lot, sometimes moody, should I leave what is happening to her.

Our professor has also arrived, so our classmates are quiet, so are my friends.

"Good morning class." Greetings to Us From the professor.

"Good morning Mr. Gabriel Guevara." We also congratulate him.

"Please take your seat." He promised.

We sat down. He has also started attending to His students. He also called students, fast forward to the letter D, until I was called.

Jackie Duterte, call me Ni Sir.

Present sir, I answered him.

I also saw that he looked at me. It's like He's tickling me. I also looked at him, it's like the way he looks at me is like a fool. He was the first to look away, I just ignored him.

Fast Forward..........

He started to open his book, first he wrote keypoints on the board, after he wrote, he also started to discuss.....

He also discussed our topic for half an hour.

"Class, I'll remind everyone in the class that we're having a quiz tomorrow, about our session today," he said.

"Class dismissed." he added.

We also have students ready for our second subject.

Unexpectedly, our friend Shania suddenly felt dizzy. It's good that Marco was by His side, so He was able to support it.

"Shan, are you ok?". I asked her.

"Just dizzy". He answered.

"Are you sure?" Laiza asked with concern.

"yeah" it was a frugal answer.

"It's better that we just take him to the clinic." Elisa's suggestion.

"Right". said Carlo.

"Hon, are you sure?" Marco asked worriedly while offering to his bride.

"Why are you pale Shan, you seem sick." I still promise.

"Let's take Yan to the clinic." Carlo. So we took Shania to the clinic.

"I'm the only one to watch over here Kay Shan, You've entered our second subject." Marco promised us.

We just nodded.

Let us know if "Shan" is ok, why he got dizzy with the paleness. I remind you Marco.

He also nodded at me. So my friends and I left.

While my friends and I were walking, I didn't mean to look at the other building, I wish I didn't because I saw my ex, along with his new one happily holding hands. Good thing they didn't turn in our direction but He could see me looking at him. The pain is in the eyes, but it hurts more in my chest. We talked for a day.

Flash back.......

"Jason can we talk for a while," I said to him.

Just spell it, I have a date with Celine." hastily said.

"Jason, I'm pregnant with you," I stated.

How did that happen, I don't know what you're talking about." He said.

What you don't know, you did it and then you don't know." I said raspingly.

I was drunk then, I didn't know what I was doing." He reasoned.

"Why didn't you stop me, when was that time, because you wanted it too, now, you're going to accuse me of liking you." he insisted.

I don't know why you are acting like that Jason, but I will tell the truth that I am pregnant and you are the father. Why am I lying to you, for what," I said, my tears started to fall, I just held them back, I don't want Him to see me weak.

"One more thing, I didn't know that what I drank was mixed with s*x drugs, I also didn't know what happened." I added.

"That, I didn't know at first, maybe it was with another man. You just asked me to do it because you can't take responsibility." He promised.

"Are you out of your mind Jason, If you are not the father of what I am pregnant with now, you think I will approach you now, will I let you know." I said annoyed.

"I don't know if that's really mine, I'm not responsible for that either, because Celine is also pregnant." He said with doubt.

I couldn't stand what He was telling me, So I slapped It, I couldn't stop my tears from falling anymore.

"If I were you, we wouldn't have a problem, just abort Yan, it's total blood all the time." He added.

I slapped Jason again, because I was angry with him, for what He was saying to be our son, HE was killing him in the stomach.

"Your mind is so narrow. You will kill your own son." I smiled brightly. "It's really easy for you to say that, because you didn't really love me a bit, because of the two of us, I'm the only one who loves you." I said as my tears fell.

"Don't worry this is the last time we'll talk, I won't mess up your life, then I won't mess up yours either Celine, starting now we're strangers." I promise even though it hurts my feelings. I felt pain inside of me, but I need to be strong for my baby.

"I'll avoid you too, I don't want Celine to get mad at me, just follow what I told you so you won't have any problems, me too, We must act like we're strangers, we didn't know each other, forget it Just because we went through something, I will also forget you.." He told me without emotion.

I also felt a pain while he was telling me that, it really just proves that in the few years we will be in a relationship, I will be the only one who loves him.

For almost four years, we're in a relationship, I'm the only one who truly loves him, It's just because of me, so that he can be close to Celine, whom he truly loves, I'm the only one who made me a bridge between the two. We're best friends before with Celine, but accidentally I found out the relationship between the two.

I have also let go of being friends with him, because he treats me differently, I have also avoided him. I don't want trouble.

" We're totally broken, I hope we don't cross our paths, if that happens just act we're strangers, I'm setting you free. I hope you love Celine like I did to you." my farewell said to him.

End of flashbacks.....

I didn't expect my tears to fall.

Why is that, I didn't do anything bad to him, but why did He do this to me, It's painful to think that my son will be without a father, in my mind.

"Hey" my friends called attention to me.

"Why did you cry there?" They promised.

" Nothing." I answered sparingly.

"Are you sure?" Another concerned question.

"Yes, I'm ok." I promise.

"Hmm, I think your not." Laiza.

"Yeah, I just miss my parents." I'm still lying.

To be honest, that's not really the reason I'm just making excuses, I've got a mixed feeling. That I miss my family too.

In truth, I'm just self supporting, but luckily I received a scholarship, and I also work part time at a coffee shop, sometimes at a restaurant, owned by the family of my best friend Carlo.

If you're asking why I left us, because I'm getting married to someone I've never met in my entire life.

That's what I don't want to happen, because of their benefits, to grow our business with powerful partners.

Yeah, they have points but not in a good way, just for me. I didn't agree with that reason, having arranged marriage has the business grow.

It is possible to become a business partner without arrange marriage. That's why I run away, So I didn't ask them for help, even though I'm having a hard time sometimes, it's good that I have friends who are ready to help me.

"No, I don't agree that your ok, Jackie." Carlo.

"hmm, don't deny that you're ok, because we'll see you if you have a problem or not." Elise.

"Guys, let's see if there is a professor, we will be scolded.." I agree with them.

We are walking towards our second subject. As soon as we entered the room, the noise of the classmates was what we heard. It's a good thing our professor was late, otherwise we wouldn't be able to enjoy the sermon.

We also sat in the chair, waiting for when the prof came, instead of the professor going to the room, a student came. Our teacher said he couldn't teach now because he was doing something, so he just asked us to do something.

We have already done what He did, after we finished what was done to Us, My other classmates went out, We did the same so we could go to recess...

Recess time...

"Guys, let's go, I'm hungry, after we eat, let's go see Shania." I told them.

"sure." My other friends said.

We're walking to the cafeteria, since it's not really recess yet, just a little. The student is now walking outside, expected to be in the cafeteria.

And Cafeteria....

There aren't many students yet because there is still class.

"Guys, what are you going to buy? Carlo asked.

"Why are you free? asked Laiza.

"No, I'm just asking." He answered.

"That's Carlo madam Yan." Elisa's joke

"Hey, don't help our friend." I scolded

"Let's get in line to eat because I'm hungry, it's like PITY." I added.

We got in line, I ordered a bowl of Bangus porridge, then a bowl of rice, chicken, an order of fries, two burgers, banana chips.

"Hey, that's enough." Laiza.

"Girl, I'm sure you can eat, What." Carlo.

" Only you will eat that." pointing at what I ordered, Elisa.

"Yes, I'm hungry." my answer.

"Let's just eat, so you can keep quiet, hehehe. "I added.

We are now eating in the cafeteria...

"He ordered you a lot, will you finish it?" Laiza asked.

"Yes." I answered while taking a bite of rice.

"Jackie, maybe you forgot it's just a snack, it's not lunch yet." Elisa.

"Admit it to us, are you pregnant?" Carlo asked.

That's why I choked on what Carlo said. Elisa also gave me water.

"Hey, are you ok?" Carlo asked. At the same time he caressed my back.

"Are you fine now?" Laiza asked.

"Yes, I'm fine now." my answer.

"Why did you ask that, Carlo?" I will ask.

"There seems to be something strange about you.." He said..

"It's good that you don't pay attention to what I ordered." I said. I continued to eat, now what I ate was your burger. Again, there are many students in the NASA cafeteria now because their class is over.

"Hey, do you have a problem?" Laiza asked me.

"What kind of question is that?" I ask.

"Don't ask me with questions" He answered.

"No, I don't have a problem." my answer.

"Are you sure?" His assurance.

"yeah" I replied sparingly while biting into my burger.

"How about your relationship with your boyfriend?" Elisa asked.

"We broke up, already." my answer. Still chewing on the burger. I don't make it obvious that I'm affected. I was shocked when I saw their reaction, but Carlo still seemed happy.

"That's good for me," He said, "That's a cheater, I see that he's flirting with someone even though you're still in a relationship, What's worse is that you used to be friends." His line.

" speaking of the devil." Said Elisa while snorting at it. The two of them just arrived at the cafeteria.

I didn't pay attention then I continued eating. I finished Ang Isa, now the second burger.

"It's good to be punched by your ex, it's good to be beaten." Laiza promised.

"I heard that Celine the flirty is pregnant." Elisa, the flirtatiousness is really emphasized.

"Don't make any noise, maybe someone will hear you." I scolded them.

They were busy talking, I was busy eating, until I ran out, The only thing I haven't eaten is chips.

"Woah, you used it all up" They promised.

"Hurry up there so we can go to our next class right away." I promised them.

" Well, your ex always looks at our behavior." Carlo.

I also glanced at It, we just looked at each other, but I just looked at It with no emotion to be seen, as if I didn't know Him, I also saw that He was happy with Him. I was the one who avoided looking at him. I just looked at my friends.

"That's what I want to tell you that they have been in a relationship for a long time, even if you are still in a relationship." Laiza.

"Yeah, I've known that for a long time, because I caught them, I just wanted him to admit it to me, but no, I just let him go, because I love him." I wait with my friends.

"That's love again, you'll be really stupid." Elisa.

To Be Continued........

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