BROKEN PRIDE

Ah, wedding eve, the air buzzing with excitement, and Bennie's got a front-row seat to the thrill. Her apartment is a hive of activity, bridesmaids buzzing around, rehearsing the grand plan for the big day. And let me tell you, Bennie's excitement level is off the charts. I mean, who wouldn't be stoked about finally ending up home with Scott, right?

Now, Bennie's got some principles, and one of them is holding onto her V-card until the marriage vows are said and done. Yeah, she's been on a celibacy streak for quite a while, saving herself for the right moment. As she sits there, soaking in the wedding-eve vibes, her mind's doing somersaults with all the things she's been cooking up in her head – memories, fantasies, and, of course, the grand debut into the world of marital intimacy.

Bennie's had her fair share of suitors, but once she dropped the "no pre-marital hanky-panky" bomb, some of them took a U-turn faster than you can say "I do." There was this one guy she fancied quite a bit. Cute, smart, and had that charm that made her knees weak. But the dude was all about instant romance, kisses, and, well, let's just say he had a one-track mind that didn't include white picket fences and diaper changes.

What bothered Bennie was that her Romeo wasn't exactly keen on talking about the future. Whenever she steered the conversation towards family, kids, and marriage, he'd get all moody. His mind was on the here and now – instant romance, instant gratification. Bennie liked the guy, but she knew cute faces and instant thrills weren't the foundation for a lasting home.

Family's been Bennie's thing since day one. She was raised in a house where they practically sang the hymn of family values 24/7. Being the first daughter in a brood of seven, her parents drilled into her the importance of marriage, starting early, and, of course, the holy grail – celibacy.

Her high school days were a wild ride too. Bennie once sneaked a boyfriend into the scene, and oh boy, did that shake the family tree. Parents got wind of it, a little 'disciplinary action' happened, and they even drove her to the guy's house with a "stay away from our daughter" warning. Talk about drama. It was really funny when ever Bennie recounts these stories to herself or to her friends, but sje had never for once regretted staying without having sex with anyone till this time, she was glad that she would finally get it laid off the following night.

All these experiences shaped Bennie's views on marriage, family, and well, sex. Even though she might not admit it, her folks' teachings had a firm grip on her decisions, down to this age of maturity.

Then came Scott, the knight in shining armor. Bennie feared history would repeat itself – guys walking away at the mere mention of a celibacy pact, and even those she cared about went down the same drain to ghosting her. But Scott was different. He was all in and all that Bennie could ever wish and prayed for, ready to wait until the wedding night. The anticipation wasn't just about the wedding ceremony; it was about what they planned to unleash after the vows.

Preparations weren't just about choosing the right flowers and the perfect cake. Oh no, they had their honeymoon all planned out – hotel booked, and yes, even some shopping for, let's say, adventurous accessories. Bennie even got a bridal shower gift box that would make even the most seasoned advice columnist blush – it was a treasure trove of sexy gear.

And oh, she didn't stop there. Bennie dove deep into the world of sex positions, fearing the first time might be a tad painful. She armed herself with pain relief and whatever she thought might come in handy. The night before the big day, though, was a carnival of emotions and stories. Bennie's friends spilled the beans on their escapades, making her both intrigued and, let's say, a bit hot under the collar.

Bennie even took out time to start watching sex positions she could use during her first time having sex, she was scared too because she heard that the first time will always be very painful. She got some drugs that could act as pain relief, in fact, everything she needed was ready. It was even more fun that wedding eve because almost all her friends were Baddies; none of them had stayed without having sex, so they took turn talking about their experiences.

One friend shared a steamy encounter with a tall, dark stranger at a party. Drinks were flowing, inhibitions were fading, and next thing she knew, they were parked at the side of the road, locked in a passionate embrace. It was a whirlwind of kisses, touches, and, well, you can guess the rest. First times can be beautiful, they said.

As these tales unfolded, Bennie found herself getting seriously worked up. She excused herself, claiming a bathroom break, but truth be told, she needed a moment to cool off. When she checked, turns out she was practically soaked, and a change of undies was in order.

Quick thinking led her to call Scott, just to say she missed him and couldn't wait for tomorrow. Scott been a matured young guy knew what was happening to her decided to hold a brief slutty chat with her, mentioning the fact that he can’t wait to have her the next day, in fact he told her that if it laid in his power, they would have done the wedding that night instead of tomorrow; they both smiled. A brief chat later, she rejoined her friends, and was glad they'd shifted the topic. Because, let's face it, dealing with that level of arousal on your wedding eve is like trying to dance on hot coals in stilettos. Many people have fallen victim of these kind of arousal and ended up doing crazy things that no one could have imagined was possible to do.