Seo Hyung Joon, the most coveted male figure to be a husband. Seo Hyung Joon is the most gentle with certain women and the most selfish in loving someone. In his prostration, Seo never begged to forget the past but begged him to come to her, love her and reciprocate his feelings. Asiyah Zharufa, Seo's first love who Seo really wants to make his wife. Behind it is his mother who has planned for him to marry a college friend, more precisely his mother's choice. Seo doesn't want to marry anyone if not Asiyah. Han Ara, a beautiful and cheerful girl but unfortunately the accident she experienced one year ago had to take away her happiness and lost the function of both legs. In fact, Ara also lost her father in the accident. Her mother and sister continue to blame her, making her a bad luck child for making her father die. It seems like the fate of happiness is still on the girl's side when a man Ara has loved for years comes and asks her to marry him. The man was named Seo Hyung Joon. Can Seo accept all the shortcomings of his little friend Ara? Then how is Ara and Seo's relationship after marriage? Can Seo survive a loveless marriage with Ara while Seo still hopes for Asiyah?
Chapter 1 01. Wife-to-be
South Korea, Busan.
Incheon International Airport
Hi, I'm Seo Hyung Joon,
I've been writing this since a few years ago, I don't know the reason why I like writing like this, maybe because I don't know who to tell the complexities in my romance to and this white paper becomes a confidant, well you could say that. Do you know what this book contains? I always fill it with the name Asiyah, yes my first love and also my first wound, a little painful. Indeed!
What I'm writing, might just be a reminder that I once loved a very perfect figure, that's my opinion. I admit I'm not a poetic man, let alone a man full of romance, I'm a stiff man, that's the real me.
Sorry, yes I started with the word sorry. I'm sorry that I begged Asiyah to stay by her side.
Back then, I was a secret admirer, I admired her for her heart, her Sholehah, her soft speech, her mature thinking, her adorable behavior, it really amazed me. I admire her and love her, I really do. Having Asiyah is the most beautiful thing in life, that's the truth and I feel it every time I look at her my heart feels happy.
I really want to marry him and have a happy little family, I also want to be called Appa and want to be bothered by my child later. Whenever I think of him, I always fail not to smile. But I realized that as I got older, I was living love wrong, I loved him with my ego. My human ego sometimes makes me forget that the universe won't give me things that aren't mine, and in the end it's only me who feels it myself...
I ~~
The writing was cut off at the end of the word 'I'. Seo's chest felt stabbed reading the pain of her own heart, her eyes glazed over slightly as she noticed a small photo of Asiyah that she had taped to the corner of her book.
Forgetting and then letting go, in fact it is not that easy to get rid of feelings that are deeply embedded in the heart. Day after day continues to roll by but the feeling of love will continue to weigh on his heart.
Seo took a deep breath before continuing her writing. However, his intention was stopped when suddenly his cell phone in his pocket vibrated and Seo reached into his pocket and opened the phone. Visible on the screen is a message notification. And, Seo immediately clicked on the message and read it.
[Alhamdulillah, Masha Allah, TabarakAllah, you know I'm crying writing this message to you, right now I'm very happy. I have become a father, my wish that I have always wanted to realize, really, I can't describe how happy I am. Thank you, thank you for reuniting me and Asiyah. I am very grateful to you. Our first child is a boy and we gave the name Khalis Ghufran Adsiy, the meaning you find yourself, I can no longer type, but clearly I demand you to come here soon, just watch out if you don't see Khalis. Asiyah and I are eagerly awaiting your arrival. Oh yes, pray for us to be able to be trustworthy parents. May Khalis emulate our Prophet in the hereafter. Remember, I am waiting for your arrival. Prayers from us, may Allah grant you the best partner who is ready to accompany you to heaven-Nya✌️]
Seo immediately turned off her cell phone without replying. Fate was not in line with her wishes. Realize yourself, Asiyah won't come, is it really this hard to forget Asiyah?
Little by little, her heart felt relieved. Fortunately, the seat Seo was now sitting in was near a window where she could see the beautiful scenery below.
After feeling better, Seo resumed writing and was again thwarted by a notification that appeared on her phone screen.
His cell phone, which was lying not far away, allowed Seo to see who the message was from. Seo breathed a sigh of relief because it was no longer from Adam but this time his mama, then Seo immediately grabbed the cell phone and opened the message.
[Already on the plane? I can't wait to introduce you to the woman of my choice. She's so perfect Nak. Hurry up dear, I miss you]
For the umpteenth time, Seo let out a long sigh. This is why Seo always makes excuses not to go home, Seo is very lazy if she has to discuss the wedding, let alone meet with her college friends.
Her mother continued to push her and continue to control her. Yes Seo had always lived with her mom's wishes but when it came to marriage, Seo never wanted to be pressured. Seo never wanted to play around with marriage.
Marriage is not just about love, marriage is a religious recommendation that has sacred value and marriage is a very long worship, requiring a strong grip to survive and be valuable before God.
Seo felt hopeless and discouraged, her mama had forced her and Asiyah was unattainable.
Seo stared intently at the photo of Asiyah smiling at a small tree, seeing Asiyah smiling as if infected Seo smiled too. That shady smile made Seo feel at home to stare at the photo even though it was only from a sheet of photos.
Seo got this photo secretly. Seo photographed Asiyah without Asiyah's knowledge. She could not lie to her heart that Seo still hoped to make Asiyah hers. Indeed, parting with Asiyah was the fate of God that Seo least wanted.
Seo took another deep breath as she closed her booklet during the landing. The man closed his eyes, his back resting on the chair, his fatigue still very much felt.
In the corner of her eye, Seo mouthed a sentence as her brain kept replaying the face of Asiyah, the woman she loved so much, still vividly in her mind. "Aah, I yearn for the impossible!"
"Crave what, come on what is it? What you wrote, seriously. I want to see it!"
Seo snapped out of her trance, and as she suddenly straightened up a bit from the backrest, the sound really startled her. And to her further surprise, the long hair also covered half of her face.
When she looked up slightly, Seo saw eyes staring at her intently as well as a smile on those small lips. Vicky, yes it must be Vicky, Seo must not have been mistaken.
"Astaghfirullah, please move!" Seo was still stiffly silent, as she dared not move away or move her body forward because they might touch.
I don't know why the feeling of not wanting to touch women was planted in his heart, but it was Asiyah who made him like this. Asiyah had a good influence on his life.
Not heeding Seo's warning, Vicky continued to shake her head until her light brown hair swept gently across the side of Seo's face. It caused an amused sensation to Seo's own face.
Vicky even casually tried to grab Seo's little book that had made her so curious, and the two of them caused an uproar in the seconds of the plane landing. Seo who didn't accept it and Vicky who insisted on taking it.
"Akkhhh..." cried Vicky in pain, as who knows whose hand had dared to punch her shoulder so hard.
Vicky, who was already full of emotions, then turned her head to the side and it turned out that the one who punched her was a grandmother who was now also staring at her sharply, and no less sharply Vicky also returned the stare, even Vicky's lips also made a hissing sound.
"Future husband, hehe."
When he looked back at Seo who was breathing heavily from the fight earlier. At that very second Vicky immediately changed his expression with a big grin, because he couldn't stand his own words, future husband? That sounds really fun.
Seo, who saw that, snorted in displeasure. Vicky, his college friend, was in the same class as him. The woman he was avoiding, the woman he knew to be aggressive. Without being asked, Seo met her and even traveled with her. Tell her how she should escape!
Chapter 1 01. Wife-to-be
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Chapter 2 02. Husband-to-be
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Chapter 3 03. Bearer Of Bad Luck
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Chapter 4 04. She's Back
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Chapter 5 05. Legal
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Chapter 6 06. Unsanctioned
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Chapter 7 07. Please Love Me
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Chapter 8 08. Drowning
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Chapter 9 09. Lies
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Chapter 10 10. Heartbreak
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