The Sister He Scorned, Now Adored
a Hard
d through the floorboards. Kamryn stayed in his room that night, their hushed whispers and occas
hree. Each tick of the clock was a step closer to freedom, and a lifetime further from him. M
emoved every trace of Holden from my existence, both physical and digital. My room, once a chaotic explosion of fabric and sketches
rances. Their happiness, broadcast for the world to see, was a constant, searing reminder of my own quiet devastation. Our paths had diverg
imed, a welcome int
ly, the hot water a temporary reprieve from the cold ache inside. As I dressed, I caught a glimpse of my reflect
goodbye to this suffocating town. I debated skipping it, but a stubborn
y friends, familiar faces in an unfamiliar landscape, greeted me with hugs and excited
my oldest friend, cheer
up. "To new beginnings," I ech
nto a dull warmth in my stomach. I wanted to feel something other th
seemed louder, the laughter more genuine. A dizzying lightness took hold.
led to Sarah, stepping aw
of the party. I walked aimlessly, letting the breeze caress my
ld
d thrown back in laughter. He looked effortlessly charming, charismatic, the center of atte
to avert my gaze, to turn away, to dissolve into the shadows. But my fe
girls, their heads close together, giggled. "Hold
haze of alcohol instantly dissolvi
trying to get him to talk to Chelsea, and he just snapped. Said he couldn't handle
olish and dangerous, ignited in my chest, a desperate, dying ember. But then, the
knew his voice. The dismi
of love. Because he was tired of my perceived "drama." Because he was
ronger this time. The alcohol, the
hrough the haze. He never loved me. He only loved c
g me. He'd been possessive. He hadn't been encouraging my dreams. He'd b
s simply shedd
al. Unforgiving. And
to steady myself. My head sw
anded on my arm. A firm grip. I fro
ld
th something I couldn't quite decipher. Concern? Pity?
of a tenderness from years ago, sent a shiver down my spine. My body reacted bef
to say so many things. I'm leaving.
hrough the air, shattering the fragile
mr
face. She rushed towards Holden, throwing her arms around his neck, pressing a kis
readable emotion, now focused solely on Kamryn, softening. He gave her a tender s
en quickly reappearing, brighter than before. "Oh, Chelsea. Are you alri
oudly enough for me to hear, "She al
with warmth. He picked Kamryn up effortlessly, an easy, intimate
n me, a smug, victorious glint in their depths. They walked off, his arm sti
e. My head was clear now, the alcohol's haze completely gone, replaced b
u crying?" Sarah's voice, laced wi
e, hot and silent. I quickly wiped them away, forcing a shaky s
furrowed. "And I just saw Holden leave with Kamry
ce flat. "But then he ch
ays so good to you, always looking out for you." She squeezed my arm. "I remember when he
Inseparable. The past, idealized and distorted
ce devoid of emotion. "People chang
ful look on her face. "It's a sham
. An illusion.
a profound weariness settlin
feeling like a farewell to a part of myself. As I stepped out, the r
car, parked just down the street. Kamryn, her hea
sea! Where have you been? We've been waiting for you. Get
ng my jacket tighter agai
snapped. "It's pouring.
embarrassed. You know how she gets. Don't worry, Chelsea, we don't mind. We're used
amily drive. The old dynamic, reass
was done. That I was leaving. Tha
then at Kamryn, then back at Holden. His face
ened the back door and slid in, the cold, wet f
ng through puddles. Kamryn, in the fr
ched over, taking a blanket from the back seat and draping it over Kamryn's sh
. Tucking me in, covering me with a blanket when I fell asleep on the c
e back. The rain ran down the windows, mirroring the tears
eniable proof. He would nev
I had to let go. And