You Chose Her, Now Watch Me Disappear

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my face a mask of frozen shock, the knife

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ife. Then, slowly, he

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he barked to

ven draw a breath. I didn't fight. The

my voice shaking despite my best effo

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ng over me like a dark god. "I

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fear. In the center of the room sat a meta

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me dissolved. I was back in the c

the buckles. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't see. Ther

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ved in desperate, ragged rhythms. I was shaking so ha

y. "Say you hurt her because

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appeared in the armor-he looked hurt. Then t

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home, tortured by the man who had sworn

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