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n's
neve
se of the
my name erased, my future boxed in
eator, my greatest mistake, had made it clear he w
se every time I closed
cr
scre
ht, lips pressed together, pain folded so neatly in
what ha
o the sky, I was pacing like a
tension. Outside, the city moved on,
e rather than rest. One leg hung off the armrest. His hair stuck up in impossible di
llow and threw
into the cushion. "If that's not br
s no
erate on a hi
and turned bac
the entire n
wn, clinical, cold, but the messy truth beneath it. The pieces Lu
went, the tighter
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as e
hiding some
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hought those ga
broke through
sharply, snapping
u look like a man about t
mig
loor, sniffed it, grimaced, then pulled it on anyway.
sita
loud meant admitting
ntrol Juliet," I said finally
wice. "Okay. I need contex
tol
he medical files. The threats. The account freeze. The board removal. The way Do
forward, elbows on his knees,
he said
ha
ought we were talking damage c
ying to ove
inks y
th lande
tart this,"
e ever
nto my skull. "I need to find Juliet today. I have t
with you," Luca
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happe
n't your
o emotional warfare at three a.m. You don't ge
ched m
that he
too raw
my keys. "
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my c
tely regretted because I sounded lik
one wa
building refus
e said she c
door c
answer
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ve for
jokes, worse singing, commentary on traffic, pointin
ped. B
at passed tightened som
ircled back to h
en I s
er her head. Hands hidden inside her sleeves. Starin
rt stu
urmured. "I'
't hes
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k at me when I
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" I said
arply. "I don'
I said.
suddenly. "I f
opped. "Figur
with anger, but with hurt shar
r is trying
e it
'd been rac
I whispered. "
"The first moment he touched my reco
ing to pro
voice cracking. "Because now
than anything D
s," I said, st
epping back. "Don't promis
let him h
said quietly. "By bring
fell bet
" she said. "I can survive pain
e walk
runn
cr
wal
d already
r she disappeared, fist
ched slowly
part of this,"
terri
he terrif
inside m
using against her," I said softly. "Ev
wed. "That
kno
d lose ev
ready
what
he empty street wh
angerous, "I pull every thread
eep inside, som
wasn'
sn't ob
was
me what happens when you threaten