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chairs along the wall. "

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entioned. Elira crossed her ankles, pen still in motion. Rowan res

t her folder. "

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faintest lift at the corner of his mouth, lik

o the hallway in clusters, already debatin

to step beside her, "do y

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agreed. "But

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ed at him

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d to face him fully.

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composure, the tiredness behi

aid. "It helps me

m wh

tated.

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a found him again by accid

ng hot water over a teabag, when

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surprised.

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ck at her. "

to," she said. "

't reach his eyes. "I

days, their conver

er, just

, in hallways between tasks, through brief mess

as yo

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never offered information that felt too personal. It

ed Rowan still at his de

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are

nishing

though his screen

brow. "That doesn

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t version always

gainst the desk. "Ho

kes people expect

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why

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t things in simpl

lt things deserv

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can barely draw

said. "It's about understandi

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ght away. "I'm stil

gently. "Ar

eturned th

ndow, watching drople

aining a lot

side her. "It

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toward him. "Do y

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s it's f

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mething unspoken pr

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t skippe

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t if

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o decide that fo

ted. "You make th

make the

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lay awake, stari

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ust... no

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noti

hen he finally appeared, hair slightly disheveled, eyes more tir

he said, trying

said. "Did

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ched. "Do you

nd the quiet of

and damp. Rowan stopped under the a

ngs," he began

a wa

he said. "Because when I do, p

ded. "I

r eyes. "

romi

wly. "Then may

ght. "Someday,

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is mouth to sa

hone

reen, expression cl

take this

ded, step

tight, sensing that whatever he had almost said, whatever lived

he already