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rived wit
the curtains. For a moment, I considered calling in sick. Claiming a migraine.
had never be
asleep when I left, curled beneath her blanket, breathing evenly. I watched her for a second lon
eople hurried past with purpose. I blended into them e
t barely let me take two steps
wants to
ach tig
you, and headed straight fo
in,
on his tablet. His tie was slightly loosened. His
ning, sir
t his watch. "Let's go
adlines, revisions. He listened without interruption
ished, he
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t a casual observation, delivered witho
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fice without
o mention of Friday. By mid-afternoon, I almost convinced myself that nothin
s packing up my desk w
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d slowly
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t I had told
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g. Soft music. Mostly empty tables. He ordered wh
rything except the tension humming just beneath
through my limbs. By his third, hi
I said, glanc
little
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them too fast to make sense of. I grabbed the back of
de me, steadying my
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lights
ything w
unfamili
room felt suspended in time, quiet in a way that made my s
ned m
lay bes
om my lungs. My heart slammed violently against my
ait for hi
. My fingers fumbled with buttons. Zippers. Shoes. I was terrified that if I
thout loo
plana
cla
ad happened-something I hadn't agre
e just af
ets passed without meaning. My though
d the door and slid down agai
wrong. Heav
hap
ked my
calls. Nothing from Jul
tightened
ely recognized the woman looking back. My skin
kin burned. It didn't help. I still felt unclean. Stil
nd cried until exhau
roat felt raw. The memories were still broken blurred edge
ng had
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lled
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xted
lease call me w
th
ver her name before I locked my phone. I wasn't rea
on, an ema
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ld be handled. Silence
i
needed air. Movement. Proof that the world ha
rned, my ph
e
ages. I was asleep a
gers h
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home? I rea
came imm
my
ouch, pulling my
since that night, I
er had been done to me I