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... I learned h
mpulsive," Ruciano snapped. "You nag about one thing or the other.
h anything else in here. He paced, fingers dragging through his hair, teeth cl
that broke so
But the words got stuck. Somewhere between my chest and throat.
opping right in front of me. "Y
hands stayed at my s
han I felt. "Tell me. Because I've done everything. Everything. I've defended you, staye
d. "Oh, h
rp cutting through finally. "D
tened, but I
ntinued. My voice trembling, despite all I'd done to hold it t
came out
d. A shock. Lou
Hot. Immediate. But the real damage... it s
didn't see the m
used to look at
ow when he
ted b
owed. Thick.
it. Like his own hands had betrayed
augh. One which di
spered. Barely abov
na,
shaking. Despite everything. And you know
else. Before he could apologize. Before he could
ill in this
t hadn't always been like this. In the beginning-laughters, long calls, stupid plans
I st
ntly outside. Colder. Hea
. Messy. Unbearable. Part of me-some fragile,
to call
to cho
did
dn't go home like this. Mom would see everything. An
ed for
mething
d. Not
...
caught. Eyes sca
four men in bla
ning. H
. Bark rough against my skin. Boots
nning. Not screaming. The s
ne vib
ci
the phone. Pocketed it.
.. Cathy. She migh
ll once. Tw
ave, and the d
. "What are you doing here so la
," I said. "Please. I
aside. Quiet
uch. Mind fading. Sle
~
you were fired?" her voice was rising. "I am sure it's because of that Ruciano boy. Directly or ind
. Anger trailin
't wrong
atching. Something un
osing your job-indirectly-you didn't deny it,"
allo
s unhealthy relationship leave your life. And let yourself grow-mentally,
eper than anger ever
d," I whi
. Silence settled dangerously,
I stayed. All he gave me lately was... chaos. Bruised emotions
Collapsed onto bed. Exhaustion pressed against my chest
heavy. Sun dipping toward its horiz
hale
see Rucian
to end
ght already settled. Mom was still in the kitchen. T
lked, telling him I'd be
e. That was a relief-one l
. Since I stepped out, I've been feeling
iet. Too still. Maybe I w
when a white van pulled up bes
a sharp spike of fear shooting thr
. Black masks. Dark clothes. Movements pr
unded me i
behi
t my
in f
ly against my ribs. I op
face. The smell hit ins
o-
lawing at the arm around me, nails digging into fabric
y were
g started
My vision blurr
ose to my ear, ca
d have sta
strength drained like something was
," he add
ut my mind was still awake long enough
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