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a light in
my tunnel wa
was down with a fever. Called in for a sick leave, and the n
rd you work....or love. Y
It didn't even hurt anymo
r since that night, I'd been walking around wrapped in a kind of numb, hea
it locked up in pain. You can
ed me back the pieces. Love wasn't a comfort anymore. It
le that everyone ke
d? You're zoni
re, holding a dirty rag, staring at the smudged surface of the counter like I cou
n't go ba
smile. "Yeah
to the espresso machine. I was grateful she didn't push.
art. I took a deep breath, bracin
st move. Think about Mom's treatment. Lena'
ove the café
icked up a tray, forced anot
door chi
al clique. My stomach tightened. I hadn'
her eyes finding mine immediately. A c
eir order, my pen and not
id, faking enthusiasm. "The help.
iends s
ank, my eyes lower
Just take the
an I get
oking over the menu she already knew by heart. Finally, she rat
without a word, tur
prepared their drinks. Chloe glanced over, her
ray, setting the
I ordered," she said, her voice loud enough to turn a few heads. "I asked for
rgue. "I'll
t the espresso machine, I made the dr
r, she didn't touch it. She just stared
he said, her voice now echoing in the quiet café. "I told
was tied in
are as stupid as they say, aren't you? No wonder Nathan dro
rom the table and poured it slowly over her head. Iced coffee and
stunned, but
ped them on her. They shrieked, scrambling back from the booth, but I kept going until the last cup
é was de
the table. "Now you look like what you
to the back off
face already pinched with ir
ups on the table, to me standing calmly beside the boo
ened. "Ari. My
as beginning to tremble, whether from e
it in his eyes as I untied my apron slowly, fo
my voice steady, though something inside
alked out the front door, the bell chim
d through me moments before
t my last j
't afford to spiral. Not yet. I had
nd a new job.
walk into places, smile, pretend I wasn't one bad day a
t was fo
rning. Visiting hours at t
l needed. At least there was one person
ar, quiet hallway to her room. The nurse at t
tie," she said gently. "Had
throat tight.
, my back against the cool plaster. I drew my k
ther was. Figh
t... waiting. Trying
buzzed in
unknown number flashed on th
ne of the deb
overing over the decline button. But
rought the phone to my ea
" The voice on the other end was pr
. this
calling to inform you that your application has been shortlisted. You are scheduled for
floated somewhere in the air between the
John
y voice barely a whis
the email on your application. Please a
call
een. Outside my mother's door, on the cold hospi
an in
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