The Wolf Who Forgot

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ated memos and a row of coat hooks on the other and a window at the far end that looked out onto the car park. Fluorescent light overhead, one of them slightly off, flicke

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fees. I did not know what to do with that information so I fi

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kept my face the way I needed it t

ow he was standing here with a coffee that was wrong in every way that mattered and he had no idea it was wrong and that was somehow the

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ok their coffee. The side of the bed they slept on. The specific sound they made when they were reading something that surprised them. Five years of

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where in the main centre a door opened and then closed and then the corridor was quiet aga

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bout a foot and I had to physically tell myself not to step back because stepping b

said, "like you're waiting

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ng I needed it to do. Neutral. Open. A person with

respect you but there is nothing between us to remember. Whatev

argue and his expression didn't change at all. He just

. No rush. Just wrapped his fingers around the cup and lifted it a

toward the door at th

r park, that wet morning cold that sat in y

ed in th

turn

ks you're lyi

or swu

ht with the noticeboard full of old memos and the coat

gone. He'd taken t

rain and burnt coffee and I stood there and star

thing, the same flicker I'd felt when his hand closed around my wrist yesterday. His wolf was talking to him about me

didn't ask anything, down the hall to my shared office with the filing cabine

thinks yo

tood that what was happening was coming from somewhere below his own reasoning. He was smart enough to name the thing

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in the smallest, most

was the thing I