r Warn
's
ay for it, f
free from the loops. I curled into myself and took it, counting the seconds the way I always did, the way
ver he left w
t came back down to something manageable. The welts across my back and legs burned. I didn't cry.
the darkness outside the win
I g
..
ggiest pair of sweatpants I owned coverage, always coverage, and pulled my hair into a knot w
downs
are. No lunch money. No bus fare. I went upstairs and opened the drawer where I kept the small a
as e
mething cold move through me. He had gone through my room. He had fo
ay you close things when you don't t
k. Not like I had
he last of Sandra's cookies standing at the counter, they were stal
..
olded against the morning chill, eyes on the pav
n't l
my
ice. I l
ia leaning across the passenger seat with a small frown on her fac
urse
doing walkin
exercise,
he morning and i
fin
et in t
I had to go, and weighed it against the look on Lia's face. Sh
ot
ogne Leo's, that was his scent. I buckled m
msy," Leo said from the front
d not
lare today? You mu
es pass outside the wind
, her voice car
ust sa
e doing, and I'm a
eo exhaled through his no
her studying my face the way she had started to do quietly, lik
t breakfast
The cookies tec
idn't entirely believ
park I had the door open before he had fully stopped, murmuring a thanks tha
..
the morning
ke I was paying attention, which was different from actually paying attention. Every time I shifted in my c
good a
Mia said, appearing at my shoulder between second
t tired,
tep on my other side. She and Mia exchanged a l
t useless sentence in the English lan
ey knew when to pull back, which somehow made it harder to keep
..
, for the fourth time, that I
om breakfast because there had been nothi
d steering me toward the cafeteria. "You
hungry,
," Lia said from behind u
ia
simply, in the tone that meant
cause fighting it would hav
and let them order, keeping
ving?" Lia asked
I'm not
my
t frustrated, just very calm and very
said quietly, looking somewhere past her
turned back to the counter.
u don't
ng up her tray. "I want to. There's a difference
le, sat down, and stared
ithout looking up
at
ad all day and it took everything I
..
al bell went
bus, do the same thing we had done yesterday. And I couldn't. I couldn't sit in that car with Leo or stand at that bus stop making small talk, and I
, and ducked into the narrow alcove behind the languages block where the old vending machine had been taken out and never
against the wall away from t
oise of the school empty
ting hid
I knocked my elbo
n expression that was more curious than amused. He had a jacket on now dark green, collar turned up,
hiding,
guages block," he said. "Alone. After the be
oked
g for you," he sai
kno
s wor
sn't nee
h through it the way Mia might. He just stood there, easy and unhurried, like he had
d eventually. It wa
ine,"
e was filing that away a
just..." He paused, chose his words carefully. "You've looked like some
f my throa
in his face except what he had said. No agenda, no angle. J
said again, qu
second longer, then p
Like he was actually going to let me h
ds in his jacket pockets, disappearing a
another few minutes, long a
re of y
ast time someone had said
oul
ped out of the alcove, and sta
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