I Hate You, Alpha... Yet I Crave You

“You can never be my mate, you can never get my love!" He roared, his eyes full of hatred, but his hands tightly held my waist and pressed me to his body, as if he wanted to crush me and merge me into him. I am the most hated wolf in the wolf pack. They say that my existence is to atone for the sins of the family. But fate seems to think that my life is not dramatic enough. How could a man who had a grudge against my family be my mate? How could a cold and heartless Alpha who despised and hated me be the one to spend the rest of my life with? I tried to reject him, tried not to have anything to do with him, but he refused my rejection, took me forcefully. But things are not as they seem. Something twisted and growing out of hatred when we are forced to get along. Is it love? I don't know. I was a little breathless and asked him, "Then why do you lose control every time you get close to me?" He growled, his hands tightened, depriving me of oxygen bit by bit. My vision went dark, but I insisted on staring at him. His face was full of despair, and I He growled, his hands tightened, depriving me of oxygen bit by bit. My vision went dark, but I insisted on staring at him. His face was full of despair, and I smiled: "Keep lying to yourself." "I hate you. I really do."”