ia's
ed, no more questions rattling in my head. It felt amazing to be
nd headed towards the libr
arm lights spilling onto the sidewalk, the kind of place that looked cozy from outside but always smelled faintly of burnt espresso
turn around,
adn't invited. A group of guys at the window table paused mid-laugh, eyes lingering on my legs, my hips, the way my coat hugg
eeks warming despite the c
cups of lattes in front of him, steam curlin
You ma
into the chair op
me. "Vanilla latte. Extra foam. I heard you te
armth seeped through the cardboard.
ked in-loud, laughing, wearing hoodies and backward caps. One of them spot
d to such comments around campus, b
until the cardboard creased. He shot a look over his shoulder, hard enough that the guys noticed. O
aid quietl
expression still tight.
ys are. Ig
a smile that didn't reach his eyes. "Rig
too sweet. And the vanilla coated
issing, chatter, the low thump of indie music from the speakers. Chris leaned
r the holiday tomorr
t up for weeks. I'll be follow
right? Ric
ged. "I
back up. "You'll have fun. Just... don't
gh-more breath tha
ble, brushed his fingers over the back of my
to this," he said. "Eve
t I let his fingers stay there for a second-warm,
ris
n, but it looked thinner now. "But I meant what I said. I
tried to hide it, I could still see the flickers in his eyes, the faint edge under the sweetness. The same edge I'd glimpsed
nts. More eyes. Another low whistl
the sound. His chair scrap
d, sharper thi
clenching. "I'm not gonn
cut through the noise between us. "You're staring t
idened. "T
you get angry. I've seen it. The texts when I don't answer right away. The voicemails wh
t me, mouth
ght it would end this. One date, you'd see I'm not interested, and you'd fi
back in-red, angry. "So that's it? You're ju
t interested. And I nee
re unbelievable. I've been nothing but
in. I didn't look, I
aving,"
d, but firm enough to stop me from standing.
s hand. Then up at
wly. Like i
Don't call me. Don't text me. Do
ed, closed. Bu
and wal
walk was darker now, with streetli
s I crossed the dorm area. I p
was
k away? You said yes to a coffee date. Tha
eetlamp, staring at t
her
u when you get back
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