ough the bli
d out, a broken, breath
scrambled, desperately grabbing his bri
re it gets too late," Trisha sliced
ow what happens under the
erjected, but their voices were al
betrayal-the raw, heavy sounds of the
Carl's speed nearly caught up; his fingers clawed at the edge of my wind
e steering wheel for dear life and
The bitter taste of salty tears flooded my mouth. My vision remained blu
d pure sat
. Her malicious smile, her casual invitation for me
for me t
she je
gan to buzz in the consol
he fuck did
the force I could muster, pulling over hard. Burying
ugly, explosive tears burst
. T
window startled me. I looked up;
hook my head furiously at t
chested and looming like some damn FBI agent, his
isted fan, o
s and painfully wiping my soaked cheeks. I caught a glimpse of my puf
d back out the windo
rid
tulations. She won the lottery," I muttered throu
e tracks glided seamlessly from Billie Eilish to Taylor Swift, and by the
out my keys, ready to drown
e'd find a way to make
tepped out, a tiny parcel fell out of
the stray hair out of
bstance. I folded it tightly into my palm, my mind racin
but the mystery vanished the moment my eyes lande
cktail of anger, sadness, and be
ame, and screamed, "This is wh
wall. The glass shattering
reaths weren't working anymore. Wine had to. I reached for the shelf, grabbed a bottle
couldn't drown
baby..." Trisha's sloppy
the empty bottle against the wall. I
m bottle and checked the label. "Thirty-seven percent? Wha
ew my head back, letting the har
unable to support
t flushed through me. But It was also a
? It felt exactly like the dark, he
ars, trying to block out the phantom moa
e, my lazy eyes caught the stra
isn't you, a faint vo
st clue who I am," I whispe
omething for myself instead of hiding behind my family name and wealth, and guess what?
I swallowed the
***†***†*
. Vic..
My eyelids felt heavy, peeling
let out a massive sigh of relief.
my hands into my temples. Feeling
ndred unanswered calls, I got so worried I came straight here. And when I
s, a knot forming in
the front do
t of my mise
, and in that moment, every emotions I f
ng carefully across the room
like shards of ice. "If you don't get him out of
s jaw slightly slack. "You don't m
I needed him to leave before my mask fell. I co
of my hou
to do with my hard-
e wore finally drop
ed like she needed to evaporate on the spot. "Becky... would
turned a violen
m the depth of the pit I was currently residing in. S
gressive air quotes, "would help me out. But what did she do? Acted like a fucking nine-year-old and ran out of t
laugh. "And oh... did I ment
le, Vicky. We could have. But you know what you're actually good at?" He stepped forwar
lamming the heavy door behi
d. A single, silent tear escaped
nd my shoulders from behind. "You know that's not true. I pr
ed the wetnes
lf with heartbreak right now. Look, I have a list of calls from models who want a slot
," I cut i
d her a suicide note. She opened her
said, a slow satisfaction settling ove
Becky said, nervously
slowly drawing across my lips. "And the on
a what you're talking about, Miss V
ecky, is that I'm getting
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