er was a
aos of a family trying to look like they hadn't been falling apart for months. Her mother had changed the flower arrangement in the e
ull preparation mode three dresses laid out on the bed, two different lipsticks open on the vanity, hair half done and already perfect. The
Madison w
efore Xavier Holt's name had even entered the conversation.
e," Nora had
, not looking away from the mirror. "The
reen i
o years," Madison said, still to the mirror. "All of them brunette. All of t
e particular complicated grief of watching someone want something very badly and knowing, already kn
't said
hair clip, and wen
te coming
ing room to already be arranged by the time she arrived, enough for the introductions to have happened, enough for
eyes before
dequately explain to anyone who hadn't experienced it the way his attention had physical weight. The
er current romance novel tucked under her arm because she'd been reading on the way downstairs and had forgot
oked extraordinary. The dress was right, the light was right, everything was exac
ked at her, and
e moved acro
on Nora whe
r she wasn't going to carry a romance novel t
unfolded her napkin, and reached for her water glass and told herself the war
a," said the man
the particular polish of someone who had spent decades i
," sh
aid. "I've heard a g
le," she sai
r with something that might have been appreciation if a
urces," Richard
, and took a si
r pro
r Holt at a dinner table to be the way he was in the study: precise, controlled, a man conducting a meeting rather than sharing a meal. And he wa
luently, asking Xavier questions that were really answers, performi
measured courtesy of a man who was pr
had been mostly qui
tors her father had mentioned, some observation that connected two things in a way that
ed, then Xavie
easured courtesy look. This ti
than before, like he'd turned a page and found
eresting point
ora said. "Someon
s always been the one who says
t she something, this unpredictable sister of mine, you never know what she'll say next. It was perfectly don
difficult. She's
and reached
still loo
her, in that low unhurried voice that made the room pay attentio
went sligh
her one,"
this morning back at her. She wondered if he knew she'd
s," she said. "People do. It's no
mily's position don't t
eople in my fam
raction of a shift, a degree of change so small it shouldn
ed away
glass. Took a measured s
ce and the eyes doing something entirely different cataloguing, calculating, the patient
ked up h
e her
n it had just realized something about the heroine in a room full of people,
the way Xavier Holt ha
ut it for the r
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