hina'
the hollow space where my heart used to be. But beneath the roaring of his accusations, something was st
rld di
ashba
on. The air was alive with the sounds of the celebration-the crackle of the bonfire
at the edge of the clearing, a shy spectator, watching my sister, Celeste. S
world seemed to hold its breath. The sparks were real, a visible shimmer in the
h happiness for her. I raised my
ry, approached me. He held out a different cup, a darker, richer vintage. "A
gesture, and drank it dow
aftertaste of herbs I didn't recognize. I as
e edges, the drumbeat growing louder, more insistent in my blood. A dizzying wave of vertig
ed away from the firelight, my legs feeling clum
on my feverish skin. I remember trying t
g. A black, gaping
in that was not of the body, but of the soul. It was the searing, bruta
ir was thick with a scent that did not belong there-the overwhelming, intoxicating scent of
nd Kieran was lying beside me, equally ba
am, but my thro
r flew open, slammi
hen her eyes found us. The smile froze, shattered, and was replaced by a look of such profound shock
then my mother, then the elders,
ust a deep, bottomless disappointment. The look of a man wat
mall, strangled so
bid animal, his face contorted in a mask of murderous rage,
Flash
, racking cough, my body convulsing
memb
he bitter, h
special brew. I
a powerful aphrodisiac, a mind-altering drug that could confuse the senses and, most impo
predator. I
ran and I. We had
of lightning, illuminating the dark corners o
terated rage, flooded my system. I had
faces around me. I saw Ethan's sneer. My mother's averted,
ation was followed by the
d of a disgraced outcast against the memory of a perf
see it as nothing more than the desper
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