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on my wrist
ting in this cold, damp basement for three hours, listening to the waves of the Black Sea crash against the rocks below our house. Ththe darkness. "Let me out. Just
ut
floorboards but still sharp enough to cut. "You're
ons
n. Half-blood. They called me all of those things-the villagers who crossed the street
so old no one remembered its beginning. They had me. A half-breed. A mistake wrapped in flesh and fur.
l moon. Three days a month, I
it me like a knif
bend the wrong way. My fingernails dug into the concrete floor, and I wa
yet. Hol
a storm, leaving me broken and bleeding on the other side. But tonight... tonight something
pered. Let me breat
" I gasped, sweat dri
ries to hurt you. T
nds and saw the fur spreading across my knuckles-dark br
me in my life, I
thed i
hands. I focused on my fingers first. The claws retracted. The fur faded. Then my spine. I ima
t streamed through the
ed up
enty-two years, I shifted pa
lose. But my hands remained human. My face remained human. The wolf was there,
as a broken, hy
"Mom, I did it! I control
en I heard
ng. The girl is clueless
hands than any shifter should have. He wasn't one of us. He was just a human my mot
ed. Her voice was cold. So cold. "Worthles
urity. They care about secrets. And your daughter's
art s
et?" my mo
want the gold they promised. Fifty thousand. C
in
lf stirred again, but this time it wa
owled. Let me tea
eathed. "I need
f a chair scraping against the floor, the cl
She's not my daughter. She'
ears ago. Something deeper. The last thread of hope I had been clinging to, the
sna
e wolf
of it-and I screamed as my body broke itself apart and put itself back together in
ins sha
or spl
ping from my elongated jaw, and I looked up the stairs to
ard the
ice trembled. "Elif, s
one s
ano
een in wolf form-not massive, but lean and powerful, every muscle coiled
op of the stairs, a kit
h!" he shouted.
let him
ung
kin, and I watched the color drain from his cheeks. The knife clattered to the floor. H
ood frozen b
ne moment, I saw something other than hatred i
im," she whispered. "
didn't change that, that I had controlled it for the first time tonight. But my thr
ambled to
ieked, pointing a shaking finger at me. "T
inside
said. Let
I was standing in the kitchen-naked, shivering, but human. My mother gra
" she said. "You
lly looked at her. The gray in her hair. The lines around
aving,"
ha
to lock me up anymore. You don't have
g? Where will you go, Elif? You have no pack. No family
ind som
lled them. The Council knows where you
e cliffside path down to the beach. My bare feet
gone before
li
cked on my na
rry," s
. Eight yea
wasn't looking at me. She was staring at the floor, at the shattered p
said. "You're just s
lked out
ing over the Black Sea like a silver coin. I could hear the waves crashing
ted ru
ong the cliff's edge, the rocks cutting my feet, the wind pu
the footste
s. Heav
nning and tu
t men. Wolves in human skin. I could feel it in the way they mo
ing from his temple to his jaw. The one on the right was smaller
ce was deep, accented. Russian, maybe. "Dau
ighter around myself
s ask
smiled. It wasn'
" he said. "Your father owed a
h steppe
me for you
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