began at
their leader. They didn't speak to me. They didn't look at me. They just grabbed my arms and marched me t
d onto a
, with trees that stretched toward a moonlit sky and soi
ssible? We're u
ts were clever," a voic
s, his chest bare and gleaming with sweat. The moonlight caught the lines of his muscles,
o late. The wolf
l, it wh
p, I t
, keeping my eyes fixed on a po
ed toward me, slow and deliberate.
hy
to control what's inside you. And because I don't tr
ose enough that I could feel
t," h
ha
. Full
y on command. It do
e was flat, uncompromising. "
ed. Not with f
it,"
In the moonlight, the
nt of me; the next, he had my throat in his hand and my back agains
rial is in three days. If you fail, you belong to the Council. And th
hand was too tight
o and stepped ba
n't s
ward-not all the way, but enough. My eyes changed. M
e with an unread
e said. "No
ow
tions. If you're angry, the wolf rises. If you're scar
w do I
ething that m
ks below my mother's house. The salt wind in my hair. The feel
olf s
y teeth shrank. My ey
thing different in his voice now. Somethi
ned unt
reamed and my mind blurred with exhaustion. Niklas was relentless. Every time
ouched me, fire rac
it was just adrenaline, just the heat of tr
e wolf
, it
I ar
it ins
oc
is hands on my shoulders, positioning my body for a defensive stance
rembling,
m c
you'r
I wasn't cold.
tance between us. "That's enough for
ay without l
t, there
But when I emerged from my cell to find something to eat, I saw
have wa
idn
I sit?"
answer. I
f us spoke. The sounds of the stronghold-distant voices,lly here?" Nikla
apped me.
he firelight, his eyes looked almost warm
look like you
a bitter sound. "I
needs so
ed at the embers. "I learned a long time
happ
o long I thought h
id at last. "Her
"You're
was flat, empty. "Killed thre
e seeme
ry," I w
f-blood who killed her didn't just take her life
why you
you, Elif. I hate what you represent. A reminder that th
ot lik
same blood. The same ins
to comfort him. Just to let him know
inche
t touch me. Don't pity
erve to
Love is for people who
into the darkness, leav
cell with his word
ple who haven't
came witho
somewhere older, darker. The trees were black and twiste
r of the clearin
overed i
atter how fast I moved, I couldn't
stant, like an echo from the bottom of a wel
ven know w
t me with eyes that were hollow and scared
t? W
f them..." His body began to dissolve, pieces of him falling
ab
mise
AB
up sc
was the same. The torch flickered in its bra
wasn't
ood in th
had just woken up. And his eyes-those storm-gray eyes-wer
eaming?" I asked,
stepped into the cell, and the doo
ho
r fa
im. "You hear
ould see the flecks of gold in his gray eyes, the
as a call. Your father is trying to reach you from be
ing to pr
ouched my cheek-just a brush of his fingers, barely there. "Eit
o you
t, something flickered across
After Liesel died. Every night for a
ou telling
me, and in the dim torchlight, he
tried to make you my enemy. But you're not." He walked tow
ned th
kla
sto
d. "For not lettin
But I saw his shoulders
" he said. "The wors
closed be
my heart pounding, and
was quiet now. No
I could have sworn I heard my
kızım. Don't tr
s too lat
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