minutes early, wh
as practical, not anxious, and anyone who suggeste
opened it, and arranged my n
ranged them
put them back, and somewhere in the middle of that I
and no particular promise, and I felt inexplicably the same way, unsettled in a manner I coul
This was a rout
students, careful conversations about potential and tra
about this one tha
buzzed on
king. Be
tened my blazer, and looked
s perfectly, prof
through the
which also meant nothing - and I smiled at him and said good morning and
cus Blackwoo
only describe as sheer, grinding stubbornness, b
ow what I h
one in hand, wearing the look that parents wore when they'd been
t expect
t appearing to try - not aggressively, not loudly, just with a kind of settled, eff
e that made you feel faintly that the world
im and something in my chest did
tended my hand. "Than
something moved through the point of contact that had no business being there
d back faster th
d his head.
tic shock, the carpet in here
said no
in a way I found deeply inconvenient, like they wer
throat and op
so I can be candid about where things stand academically, and then we can bring
is expression shifted - recognition of something, or th
icked shut
quieter witho
ame aware of this in a w
y one of the most engaged students I've had in this particular class. His first major paper showed real critical thinking - not just comprehension, bu
top
readable attention, his hands resting on the tabl
the outside - aware of the pace of your own breathing, of the fact that you had broken eye contact twice in the last thirty seconds, o
he table and my thoughts came
d deep and clean, like pine and cold air and something underneat
e words were perfectly legible an
Mon
even and it landed s
oked
tly, "we need to addres
e very still.
tension you're carrying right now in your shoulders." He paused. "I'm not saying this to make you uncomfortable. I'm s
was ver
Black
rcu
g in this conversation to behave the way I told it to. "I appreciate you coming
drama, without any of the weight a person usually puts behind a sentence like that,
red a
d a measured, organized, evidence-based
e premise that things were what they appeared to
-five in the morning with a student's parent and my hear
id carefully, "do yo
of a man choosing his next words like he
something from a story," he said. "I'm asking you
hich he appeared
ghtened
ave been for my entire life, as was my son before his wolf fully surfaced this year, which is the root of what you'
quite believing what
he bond recognizing you. It is as real as anything else in this room, and it i
ed because yes this man might be hot
hing as a werewolf in real life so yeah if this is a
pening his mouth. He was speaking in my m
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