afraid
e. Close enough that she c
r chin, tilting it up. Her head wa
ssed down on
l t
to slap his away.
re sh
ull free. He h
ate
me. One more doesn'
very stumbled back a
r, like a cat watching a m
ou'd better make sure yo
edical gloves from the tray on t
She had no idea w
ou
k at her, smirking. "You thought I
once over, then turned
erested in s
e turned back and pushed opinside. Pale
same one she had injec
trial phase. High ri
be given thi
he could get his hands on this drug. But she wasn't about
nical trials. You can inject i
an read my heart rate and
t like a knife. "You know my case. You're good
of the desk. The metallic scra
ve, Dominic. You're p
d her. His shadow pressed in with every ste
ept breathing. Deep breaths
in front of her.
tion runs out tomorrow
lood turn
give me a plan
ps brushed along the side of her face,
ing the medication and the risk of an uncontrolled dru
depression just below his collarbon
tall frame
sed deep nerve swept through half his body i
ur tolerance. When that ha
ooked u
ur plan tomorrow. As for whether yo
cal numbness, Avery snatched the syringe of
llway hit her collar that she realiz
to her room, Dorot
rawing paper lay in front of her. When she heard the door, she loo
inside the walls
aughter's fingers. Small. Pressed against the floor, like she w
y needs to tell
ooked at her. Her
has to make a lot of decisions every day. Some are right.
nodded slowly, like
only Mommy. I'll decide w
at uncle? Is h
her daughter meant. She
But that doesn't me
hy
nts isn't the same
ghter. She rested her chin on its head
mess?" The little gir
ut and tucked Dorothea's hair behi
ed her face in the rabbit's fur. A
he sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her daughter's face.
s nerve anchoring technique. Fingertip pressure on the nerve point be
nto sleep. She knew that for his severe PTSD-related insomnia, it was only a temporary fix. Bu
ket. The one she had gotten from Weng
ll years of Dominic'
year. The earliest entry was from sev
edical history column read: Stress response disorder. Sleep deprivation.
stopped on
rolled
cations, reactions, dosage adjustments. Some pages ha
ed the wrists, the chest, the inner knees. A line of small handwriting beside it
breath
. The star-shaped sca
't an ordi
s collarbone. His skin's warmth still lingered. Her stomach turned. Bil
laptop. The r
, Avery went to
dy awake. He sat on the edge of the bed, hair st
ng," s
dn't
She reached out and pressed her fingers to hi
o and ste
night, so you won't need a nap during the d
at last night?" D
used. "The fil
was in
expression hadn't chang
tions, dosages. Wenger's n
nd
er files were locked.
d up and walked to the
e today
written the night before. Breathing exercis
ck to her. He didn't turn around
min
M
today. No wor
kno
ease ran down his shirt from his shoulder blade to his waist. She th
eatment as usual. The eighth session. In
nt ended, Avery went back to he
u're diffe
d the door, sat down, and pulled Dor
't explain. Then she stopped suddenly and turned to
e. The door was closed
rot
ged her rabbit tighter, then lowered h
a knock came at the d
way. He didn't come in. His eyes went to D
t is
her. "You change
't a qu
wed by a beat. "J
slightly. "You avoide
r went
t him. She d
up the USB drive from the
said, "that you 'go
ser. The dista
ould let a variable cont
pupils c
wly, "why wasn't the first
sensitive files, and they opened right away. She
de it accessi
dn't been investigating him. H
t me to see?" Her
away. He reached out and touched the spot be
said, "if you would
eathin
His voice d
kill
er fingers were still pressed to the
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