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I
y is a war crim
ys-old sweat radiating all the way from the dude
ahead, fingers tightening aro
ning codes, stitching gashes, and swallowing every catcall of "Hey, sweet thing" tha
s slither down my spi
d to cal
key breath and knuc
, "C'mere, sweet th
ot toda
wanted memory back into its
and piles of dog shit. The dollar store on the corner blar
ega whistle as I pass. One of them yells,
ddle finger holstered, bu
ght, though, I don't have time to pick fights with
lmost
st h
ocks to Eli. Four blocks to the brief seconds of peac
hustle my way to my second job at a bougie med spa in Tribeca, where
, though. I'm glad
ot bills
r onto my street-
ar parked behind mi
prowling in front of my building like a panther in a junkyard
be kidding m
arch of suspects. At f
ere. Across
his decrepit armpit of the city is pacing the sidewalk, phone press
my gray gaze. GQ stubble. Abs that look like you
nt, but I'd still ta
d-if I had time for
son needs his bedt
ng against my hip. "Hey! You th
look up. Just ho
I'm doing imp
strik
ir?" I step i
g. "-said to fucking find her.
s stri
arming. You're blocking my car, and I've got twenty minutes to k
e. Those light eyes rake over my scrubs, my frizz-pop
uth tw
ile-a di
urns
hell
ke t
and unleash my sweetest customer service voice. "Hi! There's a massive, illegally parked car blocking my driveway on Su
nto my building. I don
pen the door-high, bright, the sound
lur of Spider-Man pajamas and hu
hat, my day
p, staggering back. "Since when
do
shampoo and Cheez-It dust. No perfume has ever smelled so g
back to frown at me. "And I
in from the kitchenette, where she's microwaving
orror. But he still starts checking
dirty scuff marks on his shoes. And, now that I'm looking
well, relatively new. Thrifted last month
foam peeking through like guts. I see h
eel, thumbing the te
wn and mumble
h him close. "You know you c
s to pout out and tremble, and my heart picks up some trembling
nd
s chin quivers, but he drags his eyes up to mine. "I didn't c
single mom feelings, same as I a
unfairness
ld that lets such c
use I can't be there to keep my
spond, I do the same as I always do in situations like
sadness, and g
ets only
get you rocket boots next time the
ight up. "Wi
ntie Kallie with the popcor
Kallie sidles over and hip-checks me
my hands into my eyes and sigh. "Sho
. "I'll hit up the Buy Nothing group tomo
a twel
is growin
n at Eli, who is now enthusiast
ie lowers her voice. "Yo
three extra shifts, sell a kid
od idea. Men love
on my thigh. "They sure do. My last patien
ought, how much d
as he holds up the bag, kernels e
ellations on his palm. His eyelids keep drooping and struggling open as
odnight again later?" he m
to his forehead. "Even if y
re. They... blub."
Dream about happy things, okay? Rocket bo
Okay. I love
ou, too,
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