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ked in the ring looks like
et
nt to be h
at all, to be honest. It
ere, around any cor
anything to intervene if he chose tonigh
one aren't exactly a breedi
obably all cheer. Like this was j
ley! Watch as this hundred-pound girl desperately tries to fend o
around and watch, they'd probab
ddle. Sunglasses on and hoodie pulled over my face so nobody recognizes me, even
enough to see the blood spattering
ller, broader, thicker-but something about him
almost entirely his bl
brown hair and a distractingly muscled
rse-he
that I can't se
Hands down by his side, inviting his oppon
ts. The way he waves his arms at the cro
ove him. They envy
son is a
ryone
s that have been clinging to me like static electricity all day. My clothes feel too tight,
e come here. Th
me for
t to clamber down the bleachers.
t fast
s a shrill, d
g. Run out into the parking lot, get in
late. I've
is that you?!" t
around and low
bastardized New York accent that is as fake as the lon
a tight s
r spiked drink is inside of her gas-station Styrofoam cup a
y. We moved th
le on the hill. W
ps. "You know
f you thought you could disappear after the way you left Pub
knows where I live, then
bably the perso
good. Not g
he weight of her lashes. "Is it true you tore his place to
I bark out a laugh.
he doesn't buy it. No one does. Not a single o
it my way, I'd never see
r beverage, and then totters away without
whisper und
one of the front bleachers. They all start whispering
y of my former so-called friends to fe
let myself search their faces t
urned a single one of the many, many text messages I've sent since my famil
omething to me, anything at all. Even just a "hi" or a "fuck
e feeling is no
. I look over to the rin
ng his opponent into a pulp. His back is facing me, so I c
d with
us and
surdly g
tick that thought whe
ood reason. After everythin
Noooope. No way, Jose
of revisiting the things that John did whi
n away as the cro
come. It's time to get
of my li
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