a's
ed through my eyelids b
es by heart. I'd memorized every crack, every water stai
r stood
nless mask. Not a hair out of place. The D
e informed me, her voice as flat as a coroner's report.
g for my reaction.
e Soldiers are talking. The Capos are asking questions." Her eyes n
ow. My gaze landed on a smalAurelia powder. They'd been left there de
'd been poisoned. My mother carrying me barefoot through freezing snow to this exact wing
e'd stirred Aure
id it again at ten. And thirteen. And sixteen. And nineteen. Every ho
ty y
ing I hadn't known was sti
ld neve
as my body belonged to the Family, she would
was to annihila
y atrophied muscles shook. The IV
apsules from the metal tr
at her. Blan
here
. Then a twisted, profoundly pr
cabinet and produced a massive industrial plastic bag. Hundreds of
he bed before m
the pla
The dry plastic casings scraped against my ruined throat. I choked and kept going. My
half-turned to me. I heard her dialing.
professional calm. "She's finally consuming the product
deep into the bag. My finge
or
I shoved the bitter poison past my lips. Chewed the gritty chemica
ach con
sideways a
blood splattered across the pristine white floor. It glo
hone clattere
scre
e Donna. A raw, terrified shriek that tore
s, trying to claw the half-chewed drug
Anya,
d another fistful of powder. Shoved it past my bloody lips. Kept consuming.
ee
mattress, my body folding like wet paper, twitching in a spr
erground doctors rushed in, sho
ved hands against my ruined abdo
he tissue is liquefied-blood and fluid-nothing left to suture. We have
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