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birthday, I visited that cliff's edge, placing white lilies and mourning a ghost. Until today, when a single photo on Instagram sha
tically visiting Bixby Creek Bridge on my birthday
party photo. The caption announced his sixth wedding anniversary with Ivory Woodwa
victim, manipulating him to shove me, leaving me bleeding. He forced a public apology, took our hom
ed her heart donor withdrew. My mother's last hope was stolen. Stripped of everything,
truth, linking to the proof, declaring, "Let the world be the judge." As it went live, I drove ba
pte
el
white lilies sat o
eral. I stared through the windshield at the Bixby Creek Bri
ye
since Chace Woodward
y since I became a
my thirtie
weathered wood of the older sections. A scar like the
hine that always came back here. An alarm that h
cold, tightened on
ear on this day, I would open Instagram, navigate to his
fore he left to get the birthday cake. Before the call from th
fo
croll. Anything to loosen the knot in my chest, to delay the mo
den retriever. A
rty. Fairy lights twinkled over a sea of champagne glasses and designer dresses. The
umb f
as laughing, raising a glass. The sharp line of his jaw. The way his hair curled just behi
lt like plunging into the cold Pacific waters below t
uldn'
had seen his face in crowds a hundred times in six years. The the
nger clumsy as I tried to zoom in. The image
face came
n't a
Chace W
es around his eyes I didn't recognize, a dusting of grey at his temples. But it was him. The same mou
stak
g praise for the floral arrangements and the string of
brating @ChaceWoodward & @Ivo
dn't make sense. I read them three times, e
rs. Ann
numb fingers, clattering a
pillow. Six years of lighting candles on his birthday and talking to a ghost. Six years of wearing bl
brating a weddi
Wood
ng white gown, beaming up at Chace with the kind of radiant joy that can't be fake
hus
smile. Another photo showed a younger girl, maybe four years old, g
chil
ir
years. Six years of birthday parties and vacations and lazy Sunday morni
I had insisted he fire after an invoicing error that almost cost the company a major client. She had
something hot and corrosive started to burn. A rage so pure and complete it made my vision narrow t
location tag.
ine roared to life. I threw the car into drive, tires squea
re left to wilt on
a combination of the location tag and sheer, desperate instinct-a massive walled
and
g through the gates. The security guard was st
ning, and sprinted past the bewildered guard. He shouted, but I was already t
ss wealth-champagne towers and ice sculptures, women in gowns that cost more than my car, men in suits tailored within an inch
en I s
acy. She was in a shimmering white dress that probably cost more than my rent for a year. She looked ra
le of friends, all laughing at
g the beau
a ship in rough seas. The party faded to a dull roar at the edges of my perception, replac
few feet in
e easy and relaxed as he
mile
I saw the sequence play across his face: shock, d
kable and gut-wre
ved. A bill he had already paid. A mess so
ituation in real time, calculating. Her hand tightened on Chace's arm-a small, possessive gesture. A tiny, triump
rasp, scraped raw. A sound I
ved possible. His face hardened into something cold
uldn't b
eir perfect party. I saw a familiar face in the crowd-Cole Sterling, Chace's best friend since college, the best
He had probably helped plan the
clear purpose. My hand shook as I raised my phone. The screen showed a screenshot of his online obituar
e. He took a half-step forward
ng the phone against m
t loud enough for everyone nearby to hear. "Honey, I told you she was
tab
lit match dropp
ed. You stood in my kitchen and cried, and I made you tea, and then
oment, I saw something cold and reptilian beneath the sur
r voice trembling artfully. "Chace and I have been tog
air. "Yeah, they had to keep it quiet because of his family's trust fund rules. The wh
by a drunk strange
Not a tragic accident.
ne item on a spreadsheet, erased with a fake obitua
orld tilt on its axis. My eyes landed on a nearby table.
. My body moved before my mind cou
otion, I flung
mys
s. The heavy base of the wine glass grazed my cheek on the follow-t
rowd
e roared. He lunged for
neven lawn. I fell to the ground, the impact j
cradling her face in his hands with a tenderness that
wine-stained cheeks. The wine that I had thrown at mysel
shoulder, her
t down to rest protectively on her flat stomach. A gesture s
er voice a poisonous whisper that somehow carr
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