rid
eal. Alonso took the worst of it. I knew that before anyone told me, because when the world finally stopped spinn
was pressed against the black fabric of his shirt, and beneath it, his heartb
s thundered dow
uted, his voice raw wi
e back of my head, as if even after the fall, some instinct in him
d, low and strai
ted m
temple, and blood tracked from a cut along his cheekbone. His eyes, though, were
you h
ound the words. I shook my head once. Then
d to my hand. H
s not n
of stairs," I whispered.
ath left him. "Better
t me harder
d gripping the railing, his injured side clearly hurting him. He looked like he should still b
o snapped at Alonso. "You
ok away from me.
oticed th
as being forced to the ground. I heard the impact, the shouted commands, the u
and terribly, that I wa
ist. Alonso's hand moved as if to steady me, then stopped before touching my waist.
on my knees, emba
I said. "I di
gizing for
han before, but not at
in his eyes. His shoulder shifted wrong beneath his shirt. I knew it instantly. Dislocation. His back had taken
a doctor
N
n't a sug
e, dark and unreadable.
oor below, ducking under a soldier's arm with the desperat
tri
, grabbing my face between both hands.
ed you. Are you bleeding? You're bleedin
y, I'm
ake doctor with a gun." Her voice cracked, then sharpened into
back at
ady risen t
rough the side of his shirt. Still, he stood with the same cold composure, as if pain was an inconveni
with exhausted fury. "Y
r she
eding throug
k somewhe
. "Men are so stupid. All of
umstances, I mig
onso noticed that too. He took one step toward me, t
ing flicker in his expression th
f her," he s
he plan, Mr. Broodi
narrowed
vival instinct, glared right back. "What? You saved her lif
her to stop. I didn
ribs and pupils and asked me the same questions until my answers began to sound mechanical. I kept looking toward the door, expecting
ns along his arm, hip, and thigh. He refused admission. He refused pain medication stronger than necessary. He let them
Alons
urse
covered my shift. That night, my
rs off my life. Rest, or I will personall
ssage for a long t
nk
d over the scre
so
came almost
ain and I'll
myself, then se
ad. My mother brought me soup and asked too many questions I couldn't answer. She wanted to know why military personnel h
as little a
e situation. Some people looked at me with sympathy. Others looked at me like I had become part o
called me int
hat was a brave thing you did, identif
k you
ine you for getting taken hostage, if that's what you'
erst
eeling the weight of everyone's stares. They all knew. They al
the parking lot that
on
unreadable in the fading light. He looked paler than before, the hard line of
several
d be resti
hould
tairwell. You used you
then to the bandage at my w
direct. It slipped beneath my
lit
his express
o that,"
wh
want to punis
n us. Then his mouth moved almost
were not my
afraid of that answ
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