rid
indow, Manhattan traffic slid past in streaks of white and red, ordinary and indifferent, while Alonso sat ac
d me. It sound
ement and landing somewhere closer
change. His dark eyes held
n't j
froze on
mor. He looked at me with the same frightening certainty he had carried into the trauma bay
bed my
uld go
making the cup tremble in its saucer. I had tak
id.Unav
e velvet booth as if my body had betrayed me before my mind could assemble an objection. The moment his skin touche
o fel
urse
once over the vulnerable beat of my pulse, slow and deliberate,
hand, but hi
hing I needed was another public scene. "What the hell do you wan
voice until it belonged o
u need an end to these ridiculous dates. And I need
pau
briefly and danger
enefit. V
red a
e everything
as funny. Becaus
rst proposal I
ve hear
mehow you s
fted almost i
ousands of women in New York who would marry you before you finished the sentence. Heir
staste crossed his face. He released
rgic to ot
lin
t a medical
ccurate
before without understanding it: the way he avoided nurses brushing against him in the VIP room, the way he kept his dis
like bein
pt b
anded too sof
ate
returning to his features. His long f
ve one
im. "One minu
deci
e not s
go home and let your mother arrange the next man
exactly wher
er fal
made me look "softer." Preston's voice telling me his wife would need to understand her role. The endless parade of men chosen l
m me, Alon
nreasonable.
urse to correct, or a woman to fold into someone else's household.
ugh the café began to
y sec
his body taking the stairs for mine. His blood on my scrubs. His voice in the stairwell telling me to
y sec
rrible idea,"
es
admit
selling yo
are you s
es dar
dom from them.
seco
o hard I felt i
at do y
on mine with ter
ou
seemed to
so s
im
s right hand a
ct. Or a weapon. Or the devil extending sa
d to run. But rationality had not saved me from my mother, from Preston
bled as I re
my palm
losed around
omething like triumph finally touc
e
l," he sa
h my face. "Do n
t obey so
ot roughly. Never quite roughly. But with enough force tha
so, w
d not
nd mine. People watched us pass. The server who had brought the warm m
air struck my face, clearing s
stop on t
ere are w
ook back. "To ma
dropped. "O
ch idling at the curb, sleek and
aid. "Before you
erious about doi
lways s
opened the rear door with
ry little. Alonso turned then, looking do
d, softer now. "
ed me more than
. His body blocked the wind, the street, half the wor
as the
fo
oi
e open car doo
that car, I w
oba
rrible at p
e still
n h
ot
d, cutting off the city noise. The car smelled like leather, cold air, and cedar. Too much cedar. I pre
ned hi
econds, he on
d tucked a loose stran
pletely still. His fingers brushed my skin, barely there
frightened rabb
ike the wolf th
es hel
this
ed in the dark
ed beneath the arrogance and command, something deep and old
el
rb and slid into Manhattan traffic,
d Cit
ack coffee, a failed date, and a proposal from a dominant Wo
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