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- The Schol
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alarm did, which meant my mother was alre
the math I did every morning before my feet even touched the floor. Rent was due in four days. Her medication refill was due in six. My pay
t a version of this morning
ice of bread into the sink like she could salvage it through sheer stubbornness. She'd lost weight again. I noticed it
said, taking the butter knife out
red version of her real smile, the one that still tried even w
twice a week instead of once. But there was no version of telling her the truth that didn't end wi
up at the counter because sitting down felt like a luxury we didn't have time for. Outside, the sky was doing that gray, undecid
her forehead, told her I loved her, and didn't let myself thi
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iron gates that had probably been designed to keep people like me out long before I ever showed up wanting in. I'd been attending on scholars
t the differences showed... the slightly wrong shade of navy because mine had been washed a hundred more times than anyone else's, the sho
more. They just looked, and looked away, and the judg
ups. Don't make eye contact long enough to invite a comment. Move like you have somewhere important to
lass without incident, which f
ay Victoria Ashford said everything that wasn't
d the kind of beauty that came from money as much as genetics, glossy hair, skin that had never known a stress break
bother pretending it was funny, just
slow down
heels, which felt like an insult on its own. "It's very brave, wear
ou have ne
wed myself. Victoria's smile flickered just for a second, just long enough for me to
yourself in front of the new transfer today. Fir
away with the dozen other things Victoria said that were designed to make me spend the rest of the
wealth everywhere it went eeekend trips, family drivers, whatever partywsomeone's parents had thrown that I hadn't been invited to and wouldn't have w
get ten
sted. That specific, electric shift in the air that meant someone important had walked in
oked
ken to any of them in my life. You didn't grow up in Blackthorne Territory without learning which f
nter was the heav
did. Dark hair. A jaw carved sharp enough to look permanently unimpressed. Eyes that swept the classro
ed on m
ine, and something flickered behind it. Not curiosity. Something c
cognition, and the whole classroom
os
h, sounded like some
ulse pick up in a way that had nothing to do with excitement and everything to do with the s
ed nearby, and the murmur spread
t me from the doorway, jaw tight, something
tinct told me to look away first. "I don't even kn
t need to
t there with twenty-six pairs of eyes still lingering on my face, my name suddenly a word people were repeating like it mean
ngle word... *Voss* was about to
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