a
ed back to grab my threadbare jacket from the cot. As I did,
ing heavy and dark that glinted in the faint
dallion. Cale
od ran
?" I demanded, my voice
. She was afraid you'd be punished for leaving it, so she pick
et me killed. The object felt like a brand, a symbol of my
ce. "Throw it in the woods. Bury it. I don't c
er eyes wide wi
ge. I walked through the manicured gardens, a ghost gliding through a world I didn
was slightly ajar, a sliver of golden light spilling into the dar
s slump. I summoned the image of my mother in her
o soft it was
ired voice cal
desk, rubbing his temples as if trying to soothe a headache. Papers were stacked neat
thick with years of neg
y took me in. He was seeing my mother's ghost standing in his study. He saw the smu
potent-crossed his face. He cleared his
spy. "Sit. Are you... settli
w, the obligatory words
hands, my eyes downcast. I let a single tear well up, clinging to my l
eer, stubborn pride, seemed to undo him
ce trembling just enough. "As long as I'm he
lly constructed lie of my contentment was a knife
ll man, but he seemed diminished by the weight of his own conscience. He re
nched back, a sharp, jerky mov
. Years of being unwanted, of being treated as
th what he had done, and what he had failed to do. The guil
d drop to his
usty from disuse. His tone was softer now, str
is desk. I obeyed, perching on the edge of the
opposite me, closing the distance. He started to talk, his voice low, telling me sma
rance. But inside, my mind was sharp and cold as ice. T
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