ire
face, forcing me to squin
wn, grinding my knees into the filt
ront row of the ot
slow, predatory smile st
he taunted, her voice echoing
ire. Make me laugh. If you fail,
against the enforc
, my voice crackin
er is dying. She needs my
ized in the doorway at
is broad frame a silhouette against
a drowning woman
cried out, tears b
stop. She is
Elena's chair, loo
his handsome face a ma
concern to me," he stated,
of the stage, a sudden, violen
suicide to the rival families. You po
air driven
ss. Elena had used a burner account to frame me-the timing was too perfect
I pleaded, shaking
ying. Look at t
his voice striking the concrete w
my direction, he sat down
nd her shoulders in a s
issed her with a raw pass
cold and cloying
last breaths in a hospital room, the
ner phone buzzed
ing me reached do
er ID, smirked, and to
out in a tone of mock sympathy, w
into agoniz
inst my captors, but
no c
hat little dignity I
red, my spirit crushe
ll do
sneered and
legs, my torn blouse h
I looked at the two of them and began
my own ap
ectacular fail
with a shattered heart, beggin
was not
rops," she o
ying filthy, oil-stained rags and a batte
na commanded, he
I stripped off my torn blouse and pull
whelming stench of v
red the thick, greasy white paint across my face, drawin
sat back in
miliation without a single shred of
r phone, and snapped a pho
" she laughed, leaning her h
justing the cuffs of hi
ed Elena
of the arena together, leaving me standing
phone onto the dusty floorb
nd sprinted out the ba
y streets, still covered in the fi
inted, whispering as I pa
burned
d with every a
ing glass doors of the h
uting at me from the front desk a
as a nurse was gently pulling a cris
ad, tremblin
the bed and slowly, numb
s were
est wa
monitors w
ing, animalistic wail
til I could no longer breathe, my greasy clown
e cold linoleum floor outside the
by tears, made me look li
ut my phone and texted my fath
acked screen: "Her death is an inconvenience. I am fi
owing screen in de
my small, empty a
my skin raw until it bled, desperately trying to wash away
y arranging a quiet
n, watching the plain wooden cas
ved letters on the tombsto
ifying clarity that in this muddy churchyard, there was not
hone buzzed in
message from t
icate headquart
e my mother's death, I felt something other than gr
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