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s's
ors of the main
t of pine and distant snow. My fiancé, Alpha Darius
n silence. The wedding had been set for last spring. Then, without explanation, he had postponed it. A "delay due to unrest," his letter claimed. But everyone
mself looked carved from the northern mountains he commanded. His dark
ton, at the head. My mother, Catherine, beside him. As his fianc
d be different. That he would finally see me. That I
s a
r with a flicker of acknowledgement, over my mother with cool respect, and then...
after making me wait for a wedding he clearly had no intention
but I swallowed it down. My
kipped over me, the precise tilt of his head-it was as though I had stood in this exact moment b
d to scream at him. I wanted to demand w
ither. I
lench. My nails had dug
emotion. He nodded to my father. "The skirmishes in the Red
replied. "Your efficiency
nding there, a decorative statue. The perfect, silent fiancée. I
miliation burned, but I held my ground. I would n
n the patterns to keep myself grounded. My finger
ir discussio
nnounced. "I must return before the fir
ther looked surprised. A vi
He had not even acknowledged our engagement, discussed the wedding that had been postpo
t-but a quiet, violent crack in my chest. I was not just a treaty. I was
for a different rea
ning lurch that I already knew what I was about to say-and how he would an
I hated that I was about to beg
g myself to meet his gaz
oked. His eyes held cold, impatien
-cut deeper than any rejection. I was an inconve
whatever dignity I had left. But I stayed froze
es," he said, his tone leaving no room
was swift, pub
ery syllable. The memory was smudged, like ink washed by rain. But I knew, with a bone
had humiliated myself in front of everyone-all for noth
I hated him. In that moment, I truly hated him for making me feel s
unger cousins. My mother's hand tightened on my father's
," I whispered, retreatin
ed back to my fathe
inner, I sat beside him, the space between us a froze
m of conflicting emotions. Anger. Shame. Loneliness. And beneath it all, that haunting fami
did it feel like remembering was
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