y
protesting as I realized I was still crumpled on the cold bathroom floor. When I tried to push my
y, ragged breath
oice called from the b
b. I tried to stand once more, but my knees buckled again. I clenched
y chest where a wolf should have been. My feelings were a bitter, valid knot of resentment. I was a d
oking back was a masterpiece of deception: skin as flawless as spun silk, eyes as wide and luminous as the moon, and lips the color of crushed s
y lips into a practiced, porcelain smile. I held it until it felt natural, unti
frantic sort of terror. What is her problem
she cried, her
ng against my ribs. Why is she cr
cked me for injuries. "I know I shouldn't have listened to Lady Selene. I
nted to tell her that I didn't blame he
inally break my silence. Instead of speaking, I pulled her i
es, she pulled back
efusing to meet my gaze, "that I
vements hurried and nervous. Once I was washed and
s full of a strange, pitying admiration as she looked
set the brush down wi
draped in a gown of shimmering pink, my silver
ice I knew hadn't been mine, but the Alpha's
osphere changed. The silence of my room was replaced by the low hum of life and
real," one vo
beautiful as she i
sand times, but one commen
she looks so ethereal. Such a l
my fingernails into the silk of my gown to hide the shaking. To wish for
Her eyes asked if I was alright. I forced that big
pty chair beside my husband. He didn't look at me; he was too busy smiling sw
," my husband laughed, his
autiful creature in the world.
y put. Won me. I wasn't a partner; I was a trop
e. Eat," h
ecision, terrified that a single d
n," Lady Selene said, her voice d
e meant to apologize
plate, pretending th
sked. He turned to me, and the look in his eyes made
quickly and for
d, turning back to Selene that's her nam
er-in
practiced smile vanished. I squinted at
launting his mistress, and his mistress was family. A sudden, violen
r, wife?" he asked,
ce breaking through my mask. I took a deep, shuddering bre
didn't love me, I knew that, but to openly parade his broth
n sit at that table for another second. As I hurried out of the hall, Elin rushed to my side, her
y wing when a heavy hand lurched out
ma
idor like a gunshot. The force sent me sprawling to the floor
aven panicked instantly, but not out of guilt
ha Kael will kill me if he
"merchandise" being damaged. He was afraid my father would
!" he
" she whisper
outside. If I see her before that bruise fades, I'll
r, my cheek stinging with a rhythmic, pulsing heat. The tears I had be
my face
I knew I shouldn't speak, I knew the
ked," Elin gasped, her
ll streaming. I leaned in close to
e far worse than anything you have ever witnessed.
Just like the night before, I stumbled into the bathroom. I turned the taps on with shaki
fled and drowned, I screamed. I screamed
why,
thought marriage was a path to freedo
never getting freedo
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