Under The Mistletoe With My Boss

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a giant silver banner that says GOODBYE OLD YEAR! but the "D" in GOODBYE keeps falling o

n, someone is stringing up lights, blowing up balloons, or arguing about which play

beside mine with a bounce of glossy hair and cinna

s like she's floating, light and confident,

frownin

arm. "This party is supposed to be fun, Ly

gue

You're going to relax, eat, drink, socialize, an

ing plans

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much for me not

y, "you deserve a night

r for a moment, searching for... something. Maybe reassurance. Maybe the

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bicles... black suit, sleeves rolled up

land on me, my whole body reacts lik

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brows at me. "Ooh, yo

hut up,"

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e moves aside to let me pass into his office. I

somethin

door. "The p

sk. I sent the d

els like he's studying me, like he notices the tiny tremo

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es. "You're ima

aw clenching faintly. "Just... pace your

Mr. Sterling.

s deba

t smile

o the strange comfort of his conc

epeat and walk out

ognizable: dim lights, shimmering decorations, a h

, and dancing near their cubicles lik

n, holding two gla

you," s

not s

it," she insists.

n are you

babysit." She bumps her glass ag

lurches in

words feel like a warm hug. But

lightly a

ve fun tonight, Lyla. Don't overthink everything.

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ly and effortlessly. I ignore t

c gets stronger, and I drift through the room wi

exts m

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and no "m

chedule

e and pulls me toward the break

tter. "Corpor

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hest fee

ut I don't know what exactly...

table piled with wrapped gifts

as my eyes land

, one hand in his pocket, looking li

g. He's just watching the room... w

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away

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I need to

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rapped in matte black p

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on slams into me so ha

hell..."

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know," I

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e behind me. Then suddenly, a hand grabs

iny hairs on my arms rise. Then a w

ce murmurs, "put on

to my ribs. I spi

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xan

ws in his eyes, close enough that I can smell t

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ands. He smirks, slow and dangerous, li

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anic, humiliation, anger, and fear,

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the fin

ast him, heart pounding so

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ind me, heavy, contr

r is fol

the hall, practically sprinting. I re

... there's silence as I

around beca

l break open

ed, nothing like the confid

ys. "Just..

ze my e

come closer. And somehow, that

irs, legs shaking,

led echo of the party continuing... an