ng the trip, but as always, my grandfather
et answers to at least some of my questions fr
in agreement. He looked down at our clasped hands and shook his head, looki
et his silence was breaking my heart, and I didn't know how much
riefly, squeezing my hands. "All o
like a child?" I asked. After all, Cesur was hardly older t
y grandfather explained softly. "That's why he wants you
d, folding my arms across my chest to mask my resentment. "And
secret," my grand
ssed my hand against
ontinued, "but if the wrong people find
ust like me, seemed to have kept it safe all these years. But I couldn't understand why a
ather-especially when I didn't even understand the danger behind it. I was sure he wou
re kids. I think Cesur is overreacting," I said to brush
his voice laced with sadness. I knew he didn't want
*
s passed
iversity, we spent our evenings having fun and pulling all kinds of youthful pranks. We got into plenty of trouble together and even set
ny, charming, and made my college years immensely enjoyable. I wasn't madly in love with him, but b
to creep in, and after spending our last six months exhausting each other,
ost my gr
f university, he suffered a sudden heart attack. We
ear. Ezgi graduated on time and took a small job nearby to wait for me. The pain of losing my grandfath
lly, I g
having no desire to move anytime soon. I ordered another light drink from the bartender and watched my friends laugh and celebrate. It s
d gotten, I began gather
he helped me pack up. I was a bit lightheaded from
oth Ezgi and me-someone who had stood by us throug
rm hug, and kissed his cheek before stepping out of the c
ng him was a constant ache, and after his death, I had developed a habit of staying out until dawn or coming home as
like a sledgehammer. I gasped, cursing under my breath. I was exh
e to stay awake all night watching the glowing sky. Painkillers no longer worked;
ard the window. As always, the full moon
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