The Alpha Who Threw Me Away

m before

e way he probably hoped it would when he said the words. It frays. It leaves something behind, a low and persistent a

he window before I hear

y people go quiet when they sense a shift in the atmosphere, and we are bo

k that is not his usual Alpha composure, something underneath the contro

at Cade

n a

which is considerable, which should not matter

oice is even. C

s it too and I watch something move through his expression, not

sta

man who is not rattled and wants that fact noted. He looks at me before he turns. J

ne with the mountains and the afternoon light and thr

on th

am bracing for something and I refuse to brace for Lucian Blacktho

sides and looks at me and for a long moment the only sound is t

say to you,

ould have been

ers in his expr

ountains. He asked if I ate lunch. It was a very ordinary conversatio

know

ave the full weight of my attention, which I have been withholding for three months

ting on him in a way that is inconvenient, the kind of light

he appears," Luc

now what he a

f its careful control. "I know how he operates. He is calcu

I think about sitting on this bench and the way Caden left space between us without being asked to, the way he sa

ur rejected mate as your personal attendant so

s is the loudest thing

ghtens. "That i

to be on my feet. "He told me this morning. He is not subtle about his intentions even when he thinks he is." I hold Lucian's gaze and I do not let

language of what Lucian Blackthorn does not say and right now

t was practi

aga

iet and flat and without any particular heat,

ewhere in the last three months of careful distance and professional courtesy,

you close,

ar weight of his eyes on my back as I moved through his study. Three months of telli

ed you

through the nose, slow,

o want," I say. "You

per from the bench and walk

s not

nd the bond that should be dead hums once in my

against my sternum

p wal

inside with absolutely no preten

ad," s

he wanted

es briefly. "Oh,

es

did yo

the wrapper because I need something

ago." She falls into step beside me

ucian's face when I said try again, the way he looked at me lik

y chest that I am absolute

y. "I am going

uiet for

d V

the corridor and turn toward the staff staircase

," I say finally. "He lef

hing. She doe

more than some peop

set the dining

armour in this house. Candles, glasses, the good linen that only comes out for guests. My hands know the wo

place setting when I becom

ook

, watching me work with that same unhurried attention, and when he

. "This afternoon. I should not

t need pr

andles are between us, just lit, throwing soft unsteady light across the line

o s

aited,

wai

ain, without being asked, without making a performance of it. At the steadiness of him, which is sta

y. Not Alpha Voss. His name, and I hea

iet for

like someone I needed to meet." A pause, small and honest. "And because I have bee

between u

not a

ot look aw

oor, a floorboard creaks once under the