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ble and slump on the couch, heaving a content sig
chen, expecting to s
thing about missing me and trying to bake something so a
school and Nolan has always been glad to be
describes the taste as ' home' saying that my
me he whispers th
birthday and I rushed all the way here to surprise him. I didn'
l that I am neglecting h
have been on and off bet
well and since I am the only family
, there's Nolan –
ago after he was offered a spot on
idn't qualify to join the team. I remember how he sucke
elocate with him. It was hard leaving the town I grew u
the backbone of his career, o
every game he is scheduled to partic
that I might as well fire his
for him. It gives me a
before venturing into the kitchen. A smile paints my lips a
make it to his birthday yesterday bu
om door, something h
e bedroom, my hand h
ining it. Nolan wou
w groan followed by breathless moa
thing else. A sick part of me whispers to walk away, to go back down
of woman woul
cow
clinging
alendar, every time I chose him over myself, over Michigan, over my f
s what I am
me, burning away th
oorknob so tightly i
someone else, I need to
myself out of it, I
ters at the si
led in our bed. The same bed we have bee
fingers digging into my
n jerks upright, scrambling for the blanket to cove
what it looks like," he stam
expect me to believe that? What am I looking at the
across his face.For a second, I
he blurts, holding out his hands like that c
ailey. I don't even care about
ack, disgust ris
right on our bed. You call th
ing and how did you choose to repay me? By
guilt in his eyes flickers
you're not to blame here?" He snaps,
the way here. I was fine without you so if you feel betrayed
used and feeling insu
you talki
e always hovering, always controlling everything I do. I can't breathe with you o
e a punch, knocking t
id-I did for you
s, dropping the blan
to me. You never gave me the space to breath freely so I took matters into
appens when you p
ment, I j
cuts deeper wi
punch in the gut, ste
ut of love and my concern for him w
er say anything? Was my love so cheap in yo
said she was annoying, I never knew she was delus
rub me th
repeat, drea
each other for the past six mo
hs? It's the same time my grandmother's health started
esn't say a word, only giving me a blank stare. The answer is however very cl
N
ing a fool out o
ty left in you. You are nothing and nobody to Nolan. You can't help his c
sed to mean?" I ask,
the connection so fuck off. Staying with you will only drag his career down. Yo
poisoned dagger stabbin
him through thick and thin, everything would
I was only d
th, I square my sho
like it's splitting open. "You've shown me exactly who you are. A cheating cowar
y won. Nolan looks smug like he is ce
hey're
eel and slam th
le and my heart still hammers with rage. Tears bur
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