pte
l still lingering on my t
the ghost of how it all began haunted me. I remembered the first day after our wedding, waking up to find that sam
mory down and w
n silence. Xavier likely hadn't given it a second thought; his assistant usually managed hi
s, their delicate petals arranged with the exact minimalist restraint Xavier preferred. I had set two p
s every year for five years, constantly reassuring myself that it was
ient he had to avoid without ever looking at a recipe-no excess oil, no rich sauces, low sodium, and carefully controlled portions. I had spent hours in the kitchen crafting his favorite dishes t
nt upstairs and changed into a simple
n for her sister. Now, I knew Xavier's habits better than anyone. I knew how he liked his coffee, what foods his liver could tolera
standing there, I wondered if he
He wasn't home yet, but I did
aight to voicemail. I lowered the receiver and waited, assuming he
were burning low, and the food was beginning
was never careless about his health; usually, I would remind him to eat on
ct before dialing another number: Ethan Cole, his personal a
d after two rings
as level as possible. "Is X
tation. "No, M
lightly. "Oh. T
over the line-to
th
ry," he
ogether. "Why are
he blow landed. "Mr. Kingsle
the white roses on the tab
in the room feel instantly suffocati
Vivi
till. The name hung in the air, sur
se, having dinner with my sister,
ere?" I swallowed past th
es
djusting for his health, the glowing candles, the carefully pl
I had waited for him every night, worrying whenever he worked late. And tonight, when
s voice echoed faintly through the re
e fracturing. I ended the call b
ir and the carefully prepared food he hadn't even remembered to decline. Heat
rs, I had loved a man who had never asked for my love. Tonight, I finally accepted the truth I had spent half a dec
ace and sat down alone. The candle flickered softly bet
five years, I wished I had
movements hesitant as they looked between th
put it in the freezer?" one of the maids ask
meal I had spent hours painstakin
e trash," I said, m
ting across the table, I turned and walked toward the stairs, leavi
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