ge
eet, my cheek has stopped burning, but
ty-eight percent, and I realize with fresh irritation that my charger is still plugged into the wall beside my bed. It i
s me laugh, but my thro
e slap and the way Mr. Jones looked at me as though I was already something he had paid for. I should have grabbe
straight would take me toward the bus station, a
fening horn b
second, see nothing except the front
ble backward, my heel catching the edge of the pavement, and throw
hear th
ts the road seve
is lying near the opposite curb, one arm twisted beneath her, while her hand
God," I
drop beside the woman and reach for her shoulder, the
. Of course
ly for half a second b
. My voice sounds too loud in my own ears. I answer questions while staring at the thin line of blood near th
that thought wipes Verena, Mr. Jones
without touching her. "Hey, can y
n doesn'
allet farther down, lipstick crushed under someone's shoe, and paper
make it disappear. By the time sirens approach, I am holding her bag against my ches
oks at me. "Ar
appened, and I ha
, then toward the ambulance. "You can ride u
ight lights, forms, questions, and peo
s for the w
n't k
me in w
n changes slightly, and I hear how strange that so
ntification card inside. I hand it over without really look
owe," the n
g else. I lower myself into a chair, get back up after less
a weather system, and somewhere between leaving home and watchin
ight be twenty minutes or an hou
ight be twenty minutes or an hou
diately. "Me
t she lost a lot of blood. We're
pe does
egat
can think about it
carefully. "We would still
t you have to
e considered my fault. I do not care. If I had looked before walking into that road, she would not b
ives me juice and tells me to sit still for a while, wh
is stable, and my shoulders finally
till unconscious. We can't
I see
ates. "B
im into a
id on the road. There is a bandage near her temple
de the bed and look at her for a f
sor
uld have looked before I stepped onto that road. You sh
back except the stead
can hear me," I add quie
too guilty to convince myself I sho
monitor and the hand rest
tention drifts b
actually see her properly. I lean forward, studying the curve
rtable I feel, until I finally le
What t
r brows to her nose
eakin
th my head, or maybe today has simply decided it is not d
es not just l
oks li
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